[BLEED REBELION!!!]

Umm when I say send me somewhere I mean a foster home... and its string tied on both ends my body cant push it out...
The kinda stuff I would tell a therapist is he kinda stuff I dont want people I have to deal with everyday to know. God damn it I think I will wear long sleeve shirt and just sweat to death..

This is the first time I seriously considered talking to some one.
And I think in one way telling will make it better because I might stop geting the urge to hurt myself and it might stop feeling good. But then it will be worse because the way my family will act...

Pride? its not about pride so much as shame.........

I dont even think they should be able to punish me for this its my body..... I just dont want to get the kind of "help" I dont want.. like pills.


Thanks for actually talking to me about this...I dont mean to annoy anyone.