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Originally Posted by illuminatti
Hey, I have always wanted to ask someone who is interested in dreams: have you ever been able to controle what you dream? I mean, if you, as you lay down to sleep, say to yourself something like: "I wanna see the day of my death" or "What questions are going to be on that fuckin' bio-test tomorrow?" or "I wanna know how many people died in a fire in the last 5 hours?", do you see the "answer" to your question?
Anyway, I haven't slept for 4 days now because I am afraid of what I will see in my dreams.
All this shit, I mean the "answering of questions" thing, started a year or so ago. At first i liked it, becuase what i saw in my dreams was always true (as long as I could check it, anyway).
That was a while ago. I asked some bullshit question or other every night and got the answer, but a few months ago it stoped working. What started happening instead is the most ridiculous stuff. You can't call what i dream nightmares, because I am not scared while I dream it. Well, one would say, "then what's the problem? You dream some freaky stuff at night and enjoy it. That sounds fun." Well, its not fun seeing parallels and hints and having this deja-vu (sp?) feeling all the time in the real world, conecting my associations with the stuff from my dreams. Not all the horror movies put together can add up to my every night experience.
And what else is anoying, is that i seem to spend energy instead of gain it at night, so I wake up feeling as if I had run 66666666666666666666666666 km and not lain peacefully in my bed (it's shaped like a coffin, by the way) the whole night.
In otherwords, I look like a walking corpse (not trying to brag! i don't mean it in the good way) now and my friends hardly recognise me. Just having a jolly good life over here.
I am interested in what other people dream. This is a really cool topic.
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I'm sorry, is nobody going to mention how silly this sounds?
1) You ran 666- km? Give it a rest with the 666 thing, kid... yeesh.
2) Thanks for re-asserting yourself as "goth" by having a coffin-bed. It makes me feel more secure about your gothity-goth-mcgothness.
3) I did think you were trying to brag about looking like a walking corpse, which should tell you something about how this whole un-goth insecurity just shines right though you. Like a freaking beacon of light. Good luck with that...
But in all honesty, I'm sorry to come back and flame like this. I'm sure you're teh schtuper cook gothness, illuminati, although I'm pretty sure I remember you as being a troll. Either way, whatever.
On the subject of dreams, I find myself not having any for weeks, and then having like, two. Mostly about friends or boys.
On the subject of *lucid* dreams, I was able to control my dream ONCE when I was younger, I remember, but I woke up shortly after I started to control it. It's really difficult- a delicate balance. I had to think about it every night before I went to sleep, just to get those few moments of control. In the end, I don't think it's worth it. The possibility that I could learn something from the symbolism of my dreams is more valuable than being able to control my dreams, you know? I can control my day-dreams. I like to leave night-dreams to the unknown.