[disorder]

Well, a couple of weeks ago, I worked up the courage to tell they guy I like how I feel. I like him a lot. When I told him I felt so nervous I thought I was going to throw up. When I did finally say it, all he said was, "Yeah, I know. (Name of friend) told me." And that was the end of that.

Well, now some time has passed and neither of us have said anything more about it, and I suppose the whole point of this rant is to say that I'm never going to have the guts to talk to him about it again, and I'm really angry at myself for it. But I just can never think of anything to say around him, so he probably just thinks I'm dumb and boring. Argh. I feel so stupid.