At least you now know how he feels, disorder. If you hadn't tried you would always wonder.
And forget him. If that is all he says, when he had time to prepare (because he was already told by so-and-so), then he isn't worth your heart.
Someone will find your heart some day, someone who will cherish it.
You are still young, and just starting life's great game. Love is the greatest game of all and you have many turns left.
