[LaBelleDameSansMerci]

I'm angry at everything right now. None of my prints in art class have turned out how I wanted, and then tonight I dropped a 100 pound litho rock on the middle finger on my right hand. It's numb, and so swollen I can't move it very well, especially not without it hurting. I took some tylenol (3 extra strength ones), and it's better, but still bloody irritating. I REALLY hope I didn't break it. If I did, and can't do art for more than two days, I'll go nuts. It doesn't help that art is all I really have in my life, and that the studio is the only place I really go, other than the caf. I don't really have any friends that I do anything with, so I can't really use that to distract myself from any inability to do art. It's mainly my fault, too, because I tend to unintentionally push people away, and I'm too shy and concerned with manners to ask someone "Can I go with you?" or "Let's do something..."
And now my computer's being slow.
And I forgot my happy pill today >:|. Prolly why I'm so pissed off.
*sigh* I'll see how my finger is in the morning, and possibly go to the hospital if I think it might be broken. I hope it's just severely bruised. In any case, I'll only be agle to give someone the finger with my left hand for a while...