[thedoll]

FUCK!!!!!

Dorms fucking suck, I woke up late and wanted to take a shower but they had just moped the floors in the bathroom and the entire thing smelled like bleach. The people who clean our restrooms cant go in without a painters mask and rubber gloves, yet they expect us to shower and what not in there every day? GROSS.
My boyfriend and I broke up and he wants to be friends but I can't deal with it because I still love him.
I took two pills yesterday cut with speed so not only did I not sleep last night, I have no seratonin (sp?) in my brain and have had no recovery, I have no appetite.
My mom and her boyfriend of ten years, who has been the only father figure I've ever had, broke up.
This guy I've been messing around with thinks were together, but I thought we were just fuck buddies as we rarely chat about anything significant.
I JUST WANT TO FINISH MY FUCKING ESSAY AND NOT LISTEN TO MY NEIGHBORS SEX ALL DAY! I CAN HEAR THEM BOTH MOAN THROUGH THE WALLS!!!