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I have tried very hard not to fall asleep lately, but last night my eyes closed on their own and I ended up sleeping in the chair on the belcony. My dream was one of those wierd horrors that I had expected. I was in a room built out of chopped-off heads (pretty cool actualy) and nothing happened except for this constant feeling of emotions that were absolutely not mine. (It may not seem freaky and it wasn't while I was dreaming, but emotions can be just as frightening as anything more physical.) The dream didn't end until I had felt the emotions of all the heads surrounding me and there were hundreds of them. I could feel such fanatic hatered or panic or madness (it is so strange to feel insane and know it when you also know that you can't be mad).
The result was that i didn't hear the alarm clock (which is strange becuase it plays a cradle of filth song in the loudest possible volume...) and I was late to school...again.
Then i had a wierd point in the day when i could feel all the emotions of the people around me...this led to me not knowing how i felt myself. i was absolutely unsure of what to do because I didn't know how I would react to anything. It sucks. I hope that after my next dream this will stop.
I have given up trying to interpret my dreams at all. I don't think there is anything to interpret.
Oh yeah, by the way...some people just can't stop picking on me. You know that you can't shut me up so easily or get rid of me. I am surprised that you have enought energy for this...but whatever. If you think contradicting and laughing out anything i write is fun then keep it up becuase you amuse me as well.[/quote]
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