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Ok I am tired of this, and as my friend is probably somewhere in Italy right now, I have no one to rant to.
My supposed "best friend" isn't allowed to talk to me in public anymore. The only time I get to see him is during the school day , during one period that I really have no one else to talk to, and no one cares whether or not we talk. We're two of odder looking people in the class, and people tend to lot us together anyways, because we both wear black eyeliner, no one CARES that we talk to each other.
But he is so incredibly afraid of his girlfriend. What is she going to do? Deny him sex? She's already doing that! Break up with him? If she's going to break up with him because he was innocently talking to a friend, nothing physical whatsoever, then she's an evil bitch who doesn't deserve him!
I'm so tired of sneaking around her back! I can't stop talking to him though. I know I'm kind of digging my own grave here, I like him, a lot, but I would never make a move. I deal with the fact that he "loves" her, and I will probably always just be the one to pick up the pieces when she's emotionally and verbally abusing him. He's had just about every friend he has tell him that she is abusive, and he needs to drop her quickly but he "loves" her. I'm sorry, he loves the sex, not her. She puts herself out there, does his every little whim in bed, and then controls his life outside of it.
A girl I know, I'm not even going to say she's my friend anymore, decided to let his girlfriend know that he wanted to have sex with me. I'm sorry, but was she trying to get me killed?!?
All of this boils down (mainly the spreading of the whole desire of me thing) to the reason he can't talk to me. Sorry, for the very long rant, but I had to vent.
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