I am finally fine with my body image, but I
hate how I have to wear shirts that are two/three sizes bigger because of my goddamn tits. I have a 30" waist that is always completely hidden by my nearly 44" chest. They don't even make my bra size in normal (department) stores.. if I still wore bras, I'd have to special order.
It's impossible to find shirts that are fitted in the waist but don't do this (or at least make me feel like it):
http://i166.photobucket.com/albums/u.../big_boobs.jpg
I can't stand being stared at when it comes to boobs. Stare all you want at my fishnets or combat boots, but I have panic attacks when people gawk at my body like my tits are everything. If I was able to buy clothing that made my hourglass figure look fabulous.. it would be different. But until I can buy clothes designed for hourglass shapes, or afford custom tailoring.. it's baggy shirts for me. /rant