I meant a classic example. I mean, this all started when a close friend of my got hit by a train and passed away last year. I got fairly depressed and started to become a bit of a freak, which got me even more depressed, because I hated myself. And my brother was beating me up daily. My friends were betraying me. wow, come to think about it, my 12 year old self really WAS fucked up.
Should I just talk to him? like.. bring it up one day during a long car ride, have a decent conversation about these topics and explain it all to him?
And when everyone continuously suggests a therapist or counselor, do you just mean go by myself or my dad? Just have to clear that up. And I'm kind of nervous about going to one. I just don't completely see why I should go. Sure I like sharp things, lots of people do. I USED to cut myself. Used to. It was fucking stupid and I regret it.
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