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Old 08-24-2008, 05:57 AM   #6440
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Originally Posted by Apathy's_Child
Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to be able to get up and go to work at 9 a.m. without needing a fifth of whisky first. I don't think I've been sober 3 days straight since I was fifteen. On an everyday basis, it doesn't bother me much - I'm goddamn high functioning compared to plenty of people I know. But sometimes my chest feels so tight I feel like I'm having the beginnings of a heart attack, and I wonder why the fuck I can't manage what millions of people do every day without a second thought.

/annual rethink of life that won't come to a fucking thing

Sorry; I know this is a bit late, but you remind me of my writing teacher. He went into class complaining about similar physical sensations.
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