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Originally Posted by dead_dreams
I'am not starved for attention! I REALLY meant it when I posted it. I went to bed last night and woke up feeling slightly better but I still mean it. I cant do it yet becuase I cannot let my family be destroyed in such a manner. Not yet.  |
Well if you
truly were thinking about your family's feelings you wouldn't do it. But if you were using that as a cover-up for being an attention-seeking coward then that's another story. Glad that you are feeling a little better, though.
I have always found that books and music that relate to how you feel always gives you optimism. I always thought; "If people are making songs and writing books about the way I feel there must be other people who feel like I do".
It may seem like a long time before you finish school but it will all be worth it. School is just another obstacle in life's struggles. Just wait until you are living out of home and driving a car. That is when the hassles really start.