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Opteron_Man · 10-21-2008, 11:15 AM

It seems everybody here hates me!
Every new thread I make is "pointless" and "stupid".
Almost everyone here seems to "know" me well enough to gauge my intelligence just by my rather sloppy typing skills and wording.
I am regularly called "stupid" “fucktard" and similar derogatory words because I opened my foolish mouth and offered my opinion.

I foolishly came here to meet people, and I have gained more enemies then lukewarm, mostly neutral "allies".
I have offered advice as I knew it and I have admitted that I am not the very sharpest knife in the drawer but certainly not the dullest one.
Still people here took time and effort to make me feel bad for my flaws.
While skipping right over theirs.

I retain the right to fire back when insulted. I think joining this so-called "Goth"
site has been a waste. I have gained bitterness and lost a little hope for people.

I tried to be nice and I was internet fucked!

I am getting jabbed by 90% of everyone now. Even Gothicus is starting to dig into me.

The female members are starting to inform me how repulsive I am to any woman. Very cruel. I am not surprised.

I tried being friendly and I was spit on. I have a mental illness and I have done my very best to be sociable in spite of it.
When I admitted that I have this aspie disorder, I was mashed into the wall even harder.

Like I said, I know I am not the very smartest but I do what I can with what I have. I apparently made the big mistake of offering some opinions about a free energy project and some theories I read about in a Lyne book and I was ripped to shreds by almost everyone, including Gothicus!
What is funny is that I even had some success and there was a period of silence after I volunteered my findings. Hmm.

What pisses me off is that I have seen more foolish and stupid things being said by others and no one bleeds that person like they do to me for much more benign statements.

I am ready to give Gnet up and leave, I doubt that ANYONE will give a fuck if I do. I have done my best to meet people and talk, but I am still the worst person who ever lived according to the people here.

I suppose I am destined to be alone for my miserable life, I am too ugly and repulsive to be even remotely palatable to the opposite sex.
I am apparently so stupid that I am one step above drooling in my morning oatmeal. I will die someday and know one will ever visit my pauper's grave.

My sprit is almost broken; I made a big mistake coming here over a year ago. I just wanted to meet some people and (god forbid) make friends.
Sorry I am such a bad guy.

10-21-2008, 11:15 AM	#1
Opteron_Man Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Earth Posts: 2,000	What a waste it has been to come here and try to meet people. It seems everybody here hates me! Every new thread I make is "pointless" and "stupid". Almost everyone here seems to "know" me well enough to gauge my intelligence just by my rather sloppy typing skills and wording. I am regularly called "stupid" “fucktard" and similar derogatory words because I opened my foolish mouth and offered my opinion. I foolishly came here to meet people, and I have gained more enemies then lukewarm, mostly neutral "allies". I have offered advice as I knew it and I have admitted that I am not the very sharpest knife in the drawer but certainly not the dullest one. Still people here took time and effort to make me feel bad for my flaws. While skipping right over theirs. I retain the right to fire back when insulted. I think joining this so-called "Goth" site has been a waste. I have gained bitterness and lost a little hope for people. I tried to be nice and I was internet fucked! I am getting jabbed by 90% of everyone now. Even Gothicus is starting to dig into me. The female members are starting to inform me how repulsive I am to any woman. Very cruel. I am not surprised. I tried being friendly and I was spit on. I have a mental illness and I have done my very best to be sociable in spite of it. When I admitted that I have this aspie disorder, I was mashed into the wall even harder. Like I said, I know I am not the very smartest but I do what I can with what I have. I apparently made the big mistake of offering some opinions about a free energy project and some theories I read about in a Lyne book and I was ripped to shreds by almost everyone, including Gothicus! What is funny is that I even had some success and there was a period of silence after I volunteered my findings. Hmm. What pisses me off is that I have seen more foolish and stupid things being said by others and no one bleeds that person like they do to me for much more benign statements. I am ready to give Gnet up and leave, I doubt that ANYONE will give a fuck if I do. I have done my best to meet people and talk, but I am still the worst person who ever lived according to the people here. I suppose I am destined to be alone for my miserable life, I am too ugly and repulsive to be even remotely palatable to the opposite sex. I am apparently so stupid that I am one step above drooling in my morning oatmeal. I will die someday and know one will ever visit my pauper's grave. My sprit is almost broken; I made a big mistake coming here over a year ago. I just wanted to meet some people and (god forbid) make friends. Sorry I am such a bad guy.