Today I went hanging out with my cousins and their boyfriends... Damn i felt lonely... we had fun, but still i felt lonely... Not having someone to share those moments with.
Then i stayed up talking to my cousin................................
and now i just feel lonely...
I don't know what's wrong with me.. I can't trust people easily, that's what's standing in the way of me having friends, and a boyfriend.
If i gave people trust -which most don't deserve- I'll be taken advantage off...
Hopefully... time will tell and i'll have people who i deserve to be with.... *sigh* It sucks to wait
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"I've an idea. Why don't we play a little game. Let's pretend that we're human beings, and that we're actually alive. Just for a while. What do you say? Let's pretend we're human. Oh, brother, it's such a long time since I was with anyone who got enthusiastic about anything."
― Jack Osborne
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