I'm a state of hypertension at the moment. Both grandmothers died within 3 days. So been out of the country for one funeral and travelling up to the midlands for the other. Seen more family members with that empty look in their face than I ever cared to. All this in the weeks leading up to and during my first A level exams. Fallen behind with Art and Music Tech. Might need to re-take my archaeology exam.
So I've been wandering around for the last few days trying to pick all my college stuff up, and get back to some sort of normality.
It's making things strained with my girlfriend, which really gets to me, and it's obviously spilling over more obviously, cause people keep asking me if I'm ok, and then when I say I'm fine they tell me I don't look it.
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