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Originally Posted by Jane13
Rant number two...
I'm such a wierd shape... clothes meant for thin people obviously don't work because I'm built a little box-ish and I have hips, but clothes for bigger women don't fit me in the cleavage-ness... and I swim in pluss sizes. garg. There's no in-between. And I look like a guy when I wear dress shirts with collars because I'm so flat... but that's fine by me, because I really don't care about being "feminine" so much (in some ways). Also, pants are bizzare... pants that fit my legs are about a size and half bigger than those that fit my waist! What the flip! I'm going insane! Eh, whatever.
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Jane...it's called the "akward years" for a reason! You are in-between childhood and adulthood, and by that I mean physically not mentally (you are wise beyond you years) so do not even fret about it now.
For some people, they don't experience those years like everyone else, they are blessed in that sense, but I guarentee you a time will come soon that you will meet and probably beat the level they are at now.
I didn't have my first girlfriend until I was 15, and when that day comes for you we will have the "other" talk so you don't make the same mistakes I did! (
Your parents will not be evil or cruel, there is a reason they will be on your case about us boys!) Rest assured the body you are in now (and I honestly never looked so I am going off of your descriptions) is a cocoon, and people don't paint cocoons they wait until the butterfly emerges before they capture their beauty on canvas...and yours...and you will look back on at the situation you are in now and both laugh and cry.