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I've actually lost every shred of self esteem I used to have in the space of a week. I don't get it, I felt fine for ages and now I'm back to "I'm fat and disgusting, I'm stupid and devoid of use to anyone, someone kill me".
I don't know whether this state of mind has any truth to it or not and I am desperately attempting to be logical and failing miserably at it. It's definitely not logical to find ways to justify my negative state of mind, pffft! I don't know what to do apart from shut up because no one wants to hear my pathetic whining.
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