I'm getting really tired of being the only goth in my county. I'm not even talking in terms of 'real goth', either. At this point, I would welcome a few of those angst-ridden twelve year olds shopping at HotTopic. Honestly, I think it would throw some flavor into this town.
I'm also sick of watching all my friends slowly move away from me. I went from last year having at least ten people I hung out with daily, to having two friends that every now and again will invite me some place. It's really depressing. I noticed a few weeks ago that it's always me initiating contact with me. It's always me asking them if they want to chill with me. I guess I'm just starting to get the point that they really don't enjoy hanging out with me, because if I don't start something they'll just do their own thing and never invite me.
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