I was a cutter for a while - fortunately the scars healed nicely and it's not something I have to explain to anyone. One thing I learned quickly from that outlet of self loathing... it's fucking retarded. At least I did it by myself and told noone. What ever it is that's hurting you so bad would, for an adult such as myself, be a laughable distraction at best.
You are not the hurtingest center of the universe and you will have bigger problems when you grow up. Welcome to life. You're off to an excellently average and moronic start....
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