[vindicatedxjin]

Well the doctor specifically said that I wouldn't react badly to it, because it's 'non' habit forming. I noticed though that while they were for pain, that I felt especially calm, and at ease while taking them...nothing was stressful, and I didn't get upset about anything. It kinda seemed that life itself was glowy all the time, and I decided that I really liked them. And then when I ran out...I started to feel panicky, angry, I was having horrible body aches, and my jaw in particular was hurting really bad. So I did some research and low and behold I found a shit load of info about how bad tramadol effects people. A lady from a rehab clinic said that she had more people trying to get off tramadol, than cocaine...it's 'that' addicting. I was seriously having thoughts of offing myself..and I'm not that kind of person.