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darkgrok · 06-28-2010, 03:46 PM

I am an older Goth (almost 40) and I have run out of ideas how to keep this circle spinning.

I am excluded from most events due to my handicap status (I'm in a wheelchair), I am cut from my kids lives because their Moms are total tools.

We (my soon-to-be ex & I )own a house, but everything is in the wifes name. She cuts utilities off just cuz she can, and I have been dealing with the pain and loneliness for entirely too long.

I want to either hook up with someone or call it a final curtain call. I have been in the hospital (still am) for over 3 weeks!. I am confused and ready to call it quits tonight.

I am guessing I will hear from no one and anyone who writes back will be cheering on my death...' or not even care enuff to write back.

Well, I hope I see some great pictures of the beautiful ladies tonight who think I would be worth their time. I am a hot, rancid mess who could use a good woman to inherit my stuff ( I've got a house almost paid for (like under $5k left to be done)

I miss my kids too much, i want my confusion & pain to end. I don't know what I want or if anyone can even help me find a decent idea for it.

I'll post this and see if anyone actually posts a reply.

06-28-2010, 03:46 PM	#1
darkgrok Join Date: Jun 2010 Posts: 0	Elder Bat needs appropriate ending I am an older Goth (almost 40) and I have run out of ideas how to keep this circle spinning. I am excluded from most events due to my handicap status (I'm in a wheelchair), I am cut from my kids lives because their Moms are total tools. We (my soon-to-be ex & I )own a house, but everything is in the wifes name. She cuts utilities off just cuz she can, and I have been dealing with the pain and loneliness for entirely too long. I want to either hook up with someone or call it a final curtain call. I have been in the hospital (still am) for over 3 weeks!. I am confused and ready to call it quits tonight. I am guessing I will hear from no one and anyone who writes back will be cheering on my death...' or not even care enuff to write back. Well, I hope I see some great pictures of the beautiful ladies tonight who think I would be worth their time. I am a hot, rancid mess who could use a good woman to inherit my stuff ( I've got a house almost paid for (like under $5k left to be done) I miss my kids too much, i want my confusion & pain to end. I don't know what I want or if anyone can even help me find a decent idea for it. I'll post this and see if anyone actually posts a reply.