[Despanan]

Same here,

after college I really came into myself. I stopped caring what other people thought, grew my hair long, got into shape, and started working as a professional actor with a quazi-rock edge (due to the job I had).

I started pulling all kinds of tail, partying late, getting fucked up etc.

Then my buddy died, I went on the trail, and met my current Girlfriend.

Now I'm in NYC, and pretty much living the life that I'd always dreamed of...there's alot of temptation out there to go back to, but I have to remember that I was miserable when I was living a life of excess.

Stay the course man, it only seems like it would be fun to go back down that road.