There was a time where i felt the same way. Mostly i found myself, just observing people. Calculating in a way, their actions. I don't think i suddenly stopped, but i tend to try, i guess, to be more human... I'm not really sure if I'm making since... I guess what i found, and i am not sure how or where, is how the human race kinda fits itself together, impossibly as well, and in that sort of mosaic effect i found beauty, i kinda stopped looking at us as coexisting animals and saw purpose, or at least a reason. However compassion, that is something i still lack the ability to feel.
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