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Mr. Doobie has me slightly confused.
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My rant is that I don't know if my man will be back on Wednesday OR on Thursday and things are up in the air. I have tons of shit to do. I want the house and cars to look nice for him when he returns. I want to feel nice for him when he returns. I am not ready for him to be back yet. So much shit has been going on in my head and I need more time to sort things out without the added distraction of him around again. Yet I miss him and would really love to have him around again for support in certain things. Too many mixed fucking emotions. Someone deliver me a stiff drink!
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