this is the most mean forum i ever ran to in my virtual life!, that or i'm just stepping to the wrong topics...
you tried to picture the beauty of death for you...how it can relieve u...
but dont forget that sometimes u can find a beauty in the pain you live with...with all the lies and bad happenings...if life gave u pain..turn it into a masterpiece
although i was a little bit confused about the eternal thingy....keep writing