[Razeal18]

Hello Ladies and gentleman, And now for your crimes against humanity and the american christian douche god a penance of reading the bitching of an unrequited lover.

So I've know a woman since 7 grade. I am so fucking in tune with this chicks emotions and hopes and reactions and insecurities. She is one of the few people on the face of the earth that I would no problem reading her mind any given day any given situation. I've already told her that I had feelings for her and just like I would, she let me down very diplomatically.

I am still her friend I am still her confidant, her benefactor and her rock. Reassuring her when the latest douche gets pissed and rips into her emotionally leaving nothing sacred.

Yes i am friendzoned. I am okay with that.
Shes moving away because she got a magnificent job offer. Shes moving to california where the douchebag reins supreme. The new age corporate hippie, the shallow puddle wastes of human skin of hollywood. The gang tribes and the fuck you attitude. I'm certain it has gotten better since weed but she doesn't smoke.

I mourn the loss of our relationship before its gone. I fear for her. Shes a very pretty girl with large breasts and a sensitive nature. Sansa being sent to kings landing.


Im pissed, I feel the sting of rejection again. I know logically this is awesome for her. Its more money than she has ever made, its in her field, and in this day and age that's almost equivalent to the lottery. i miss my friend already.