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This was never an emotionally abusing relationship, he's just a damn coward that chooses the easy way out, and blames other things for everything. He has a depression, but he will have to change his attitude to get over that. He blames the fact that he doesn't have a job, but when he does, everything will get better. Yeah right.
I know I'm actually stronger than he is, and I feel sorry for him. I've loved him madly for over two years, and I still do, but I can't pull him out of his self-pity, and I won't let him take me down with him.
I hope he changes his view on life, and on himself, because he's a wonderful person, and there are so many good things about him, it would be a shame to waste all that because he doesn't dare to take his life in his own hands, and handle things properly. And I don't only mean breaking up with me in a decent way, although I would certainly have appreciated that very very much, but just everything.
I know I will eventually get over this, after a lot of crying and tearing love-letters apart, but I wonder what he will do. I know it's not my problem anymore, but still, I wonder.
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