And yeah, I know that sounds emo, but It's nice to indulge in self pity. I feel better now.

Im really tired of my life right now. It seems like Im always worried about my love life or how I look or feeling lonely. I want to cry but I can't. There are too many people always around me. My dad, my sister, my mom, or im at school. I try not to cry in front of them because when i do, my dad calls me a crybaby and gets pissed at me, and my mom and sister ignore me. I hate this. It just makes me sadder. I tryed telling my boyfriend how i feel, but he pretended to be a baby crying. So now every...

Well, IDK what to do in a blog so I'm just gonna say something about me...I'm not a goth but I feel like I should be one....I guess thats all right now....if you would tell me what I'm supposed to do that would help...

Hello from Gothic Punk Specialty Hardware -

-Well,this week we've updated our forearm cuffs . We have remade them out of a better leather and tightened up the design a little bit.

-If you read a couple of updates back when we first added them to the catalog, you know that they were originally made several years ago under a seperate project from GPSH and were resurrected to join the GPSH catalog.

-I think they're a really good product now, and as far...

Lonely people view life instead of participating in it, therefore they have a more objective perspective on life, tainted only by the bitterness and despair loneliness brings. Of course there are exceptions... I have to work to not become bitter. For some reason, no matter how sad I get, or how deeply I despair from my loneliness, I always have a little hope. Hope... It is the sense of future possibility.