Do angry adults make angry children? I started out happy and innocent in this world, why am i so full of hate and sadness now? My step-dad had a crappy childhood and it made him unstable, i fear he's done the same to me. I don't want to act the way he does towards my children one day.

This cosmic train of repetitious relations with the opposite sex is sucking me dry to the point of starvation. I stand out in the over burdened ozone of my heart and the feel the raw energy of polarity,love or gravity, screaming out to me. Just fall, just fall, just topple on in my love, my one, the one. Let my body be consumed by the torrent of other worldly energy, and the soul be led like a horse with blinders, must we truly be so ignorant, led by intelligence that is really the birthright of...

I can't remember, I don't understand,
Is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you
I laugh cause there's nothing to say
You can't begin to consider the
Palpable hate in the air when you're here
None of us wonder what weather you're under
You're making it perfectly clear.

I am a fantasy artist who is trying to explore and paint more gothic images. I understand there is various gothic catergories such as Vampire, Romantic, Cyber etc. can anyone give me any insight in to this world. For me personally I would say I favor more of the Vampire Romantic Goth. I love the corsets, the vampires, the victorian era.... but I need to understand these on a much more deeper level.. so I can expres this in my paintings. Please any and all help would be soooooo...

I cant figure out how to post things on new posts. It doesnt show me the little post button.