I finally got up the nerve to ask out the guy I like and he said no. Not just any no a whole it's-not-you-it's-me talk. I wanted to stab myself through the eye with what ever sharp object was closet. Maybe if it was long enough, it could have gone through my brain. I hated myself so much at that moment. I skipped two classes just to ask him, too. I have never skipped a class in my life!
I am almost happy I will most likely never see him again.
I feel so stupid. What possessed me...