[biohazard]

I have not felt exactly what you are going through, but something similiar. I am feeling very alone, more than ever. This isolation comes with some sadness and feelings of worthlessness. The way I deal with it is mostly g-net, playing video games, watching anime, or just spending time with my pets. If you have any pets, try to spend time with them, either bathing them, feeding them, petting them, etc. Just try to get distracted by doing something you enjoy.