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I will meet my ex in thoursday. Too many memories, far too many lies from her side. She's still inlove with me(at least she says so), altough she had three girlfriends since I broke up with her after I realized how unimportent I was for her and how little I really knew about her. It was like feeling something is deeply not right but being unable to describe it, not being able to really trust the one I love because of this feeling. Only recently I had realised that she was on drugs and smoked, although every time I asked her if she ever tried to smoke again after she told me that she stopped she simply denied it.
She also tries to make me envy her, which is quite hilarious.
Too many feeelings, too much anger and all I want is to stay calm when I do meet her.
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