*encloudy waves*

[encloudy]

I'm old...ish.

36 to be exact.

Sadness and scars - inside and out. Mourns for things lost and those left behind.

Sadly, I yearn for what can never be - fucking hell, but I hate it sometimes. OTOH, it provides such motivation. The silence of the mind is such a powerful moment, reflection of what was and what might have been.

I really want to love everyone......

It's a shame they all deserve less

/wave

[Methadrine]

Welcome.

What exactly can never be?

[encloudy]

The easy answer is many things, I guess.

But that's not really what you are asking....

When I was younger, I wanted but one thing - no regrets. Such a wish is beyond even the wisest of sages!

So what can never be is to have no regrets. Can you imagine a life where every opportunity was taken? To look back and say, "Yes, there is nothing else I would wish for from this moment?"

[encloudy]

More info, garnered from...you know, READING the 'structions?

1. What do you do? (Hobbies, job)Hobbies would be gaming, reading and delving within///job...well, management is fine.

2. Where are you from? Bris, Australia

3. Who is your favorite author? David Gemmell

4. What are your favorite films? Hawk the Slayer, Conan the Barbarian, The Thing, The Martian Chronicles, Miller's Crossing, Dune

5. What music do you want played at your wedding? Tangerine Dream

6. At your funeral? Tangerine Dream

7. This IS a gothic website, so... how do you want to die? In space

8. What kind of casket would you want? None

9. What's your FAVORITE outfit? All blue

10. What's one thing you miss about being a little kid? Nothing - I like being able to choose

11. What's your favorite band? Tangerine Dream

12. What kind of education do you have? What is/was/will be your major? Highr school

13. Why did you join? People need to hear me?

14. If the first 13 questions didn't give it away. What is your gender? M

Obviously, you are free to share other interesting or pertinant information, but we thought it would be nice to give you some guidelines for the basics.

Welcome, we're looking forward to getting to know you.

[ViciouslyBeautiful]

Having no wishes in the world is hardly possible as humans, having no regrets, however, is possible. Trying to get as much as you can from the opportunities you get, that'll probably lead you there.

It's actually the best thing I heard today, a good way to live this life.

Welcome, encloudy.

[kimaru]

Welcome! very much so!

[encloudy]

/bow

Many thanks to you all

As for no regrets...yes, it may well be possible - nevertheless, they remain.
Time is opportunity - it passes.
And some times can never be again.
And those I mourn.