First introduction - Page 2

02-19-2006, 07:57 PM

Jillian, who is that in your Avatar? It looks like Rozz Williams from Christian Death, but I just can't tell for sure.

succubus,queenofvampires · 02-23-2006, 10:09 AM

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Originally Posted by Godslayer Jillian

Ok, well, let's not be so attacking to kacy veil.
After all, she didn't attack me, she just didn't like that I'm a satanist, but not because she thinks she's holier than I am.
So, I'll just clarify a little for her:
I do not worship the Devil, that's not what Satanism is about.
I do not believe in the devil. My creator is Probability and my god is Love.
I'm not a satanist because it's "more gothic" if that's what you meant, so don't worry

How can you be a Satanist ands not even believe in the devil?I'm kind of confused:S
What are the bases of Satanism?

succubus,queenofvampires · 02-23-2006, 10:59 AM

I'll check them out now...

WolfMoon · 02-23-2006, 12:14 PM

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Originally Posted by GeishaGirl

Jillian, who is that in your Avatar? It looks like Rozz Williams from Christian Death, but I just can't tell for sure.

If you look at his profile, there's a link to his webpage. I think it's the guy from Lacrimosa. At least that's what I gathered from the photo on the photo page.

Yeah, I'm a snoop. Beautiful guy, I think Jill kinda resembles him. Maybe he should dye half his hair white?

Jane13 · 02-26-2006, 05:55 PM

Ok, I beleive you now ^^ You're not a lesbian, but a very good-looking guy. I thought you were much older than 16 0.o

Godslayer Jillian · 02-26-2006, 06:21 PM

Oh, hehe, I didn't know people still posted on my thread.
Let's see, thanks for calling me a hotty, I feel flattered; yes, I'm a satanist, I think you already know a little about it by now, and yes, that's how I would like to have my hair, just a little smoother

Godslayer Jillian · 03-03-2006, 08:03 PM

Ok, I'd like this thread to show who am I and what's important to me, so, although I have posted this poem in the poetry thread, it's too important to me as to not be on my thread.

Ana

For you are there stars in the firmament
Other worldly deities your beauty did they see
They wanted to give you something worthy of thee
So to you ether presents they sent

Because of you a smile is a smile
Before, a smile was just a grin
But for yours that so much joy does it bring
Would I venture for many a mile

For you is the reason it rains
The sky knowing she’ll never be
As beautiful and marvelous as you’ll always be
Cries out loud all her grievances and pains

For you are there rainbows in the sky;
After a day of sadness and sorrows
The sky that loves you still tells you in the morrow:
With colors and lights she says to you “Hi”

For your does this poem exists
And despite all your modesty your lover insists
And so insistently he writes it on verse
For you does the word beauty exist
And for you is there virtue in the ‘verse

Epic stories of our love will be told
A love which every second was worth more than gold
Of a man who fell in love with a goddess
Children will ask for their names, and the elders shall say: Ah, yes
They were called Ana and Alan

Godslayer Jillian · 03-03-2006, 09:13 PM

I went back to my original haircut. Too bad I could never show you the other one

darkestmoon · 03-13-2006, 07:55 PM

Okay, I seriously apologise for the intro I did. But I am glad Godslayer Jillian came along and helped me out. Anyway, I know Avril is not GothiC and I know that SlittIng Wrists is not Gothic either. I am just stating what I like, but after what Godslayer Jillian told me about Goth, I really Gained Interest In it, and I wIll go read it up. I am so Sorry about It, I guess I am not that Gothic yet. Thanks to Godslayer Jillian anyway.

edible_eye · 03-13-2006, 08:09 PM

i can't believe i haven't posted a reply in your thread before this, godslayer.

hiya.

03-13-2006, 08:11 PM

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Originally Posted by darkestmoon

I guess I am not that Gothic yet

Oh my God,it's still here.
YOU ARE THE WEAKEST LINK,GOODBYE!!

Godslayer Jillian · 03-13-2006, 08:17 PM

Oh, don't be too harsh with her, Reject. I had a little conversation with her.
She does feel guilty.
I want to ask all of you to give her a second chance.
She admitted she's not goth, and she has told me she has tried to stop cutting herself

Mr.Crow13666 · 03-13-2006, 08:19 PM

Jillian, maybe I missed this earlier but your Lavey Satanist right?

If so I've read about that religion, its fascinating, I'm not exactly satanist, i'm Agnostic, but I follow a lot of the ideals of Lavey Satanism

Circle V · 03-13-2006, 08:22 PM

You're a very forgiving person, Jillian. I'll never be quite that way, but I admire you for it.

03-13-2006, 08:26 PM

*Slaps forehead

D'oh!

I haven't posted in your intro thread you cutie! I love having on the site Jillian, makes me smile...

03-13-2006, 08:27 PM

Alright,
but I think 'darkestmoon' is very misinformed about what Goth is all about.
I mean,all that:"We like to cut our wrists and wear Black"
set the Troll Alarms off big time. But seeing as how people have been forgiving of myself,who am I to judge? If the apology is serious,time will tell,and people might change their opinion.

Godslayer Jillian · 03-13-2006, 08:29 PM

Yeah, I'm a LaVeyan satanist

So, in spirit of friendship, will you give her a second chande? *puts sad puppy eyes*

03-13-2006, 08:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Godslayer Jillian

will you give her a second chande? *puts sad puppy eyes*

Oh crap.Not the puppy face,.....all right. Consider her forgiven(This time)

Godslayer Jillian · 04-24-2006, 07:45 PM

Well, hello again.
I'm going to answer the thirteen questions again. Why?

1) Because I can
2) Because I have nothing to do
3) Because maybe some new guys would like to see my introduction; plus, I want to see what has changed about me.

1. What do you do? (Hobbies, job)
I like to read, write, play guitar and violin, play some sudoku, and debate about a certain subject with just about anyone.
2. Where are you from?
I was born in El Paso, Texas. I live in Ciudad Juaréz, Mexico
3. Who is your favorite author?
I'm a Dan Simmons fan. I deeply reccomend any of his books!
There's also Elizabeth Haydon, Neil Gaiman, and Storm Constantine for current authors.
For the classics, there's Goethe (I rather prefer his poem the Erl-King than Faust) Byron, Frost, Keats, Yeats, Hawthorne, Poe, and Lovecraft.
4. What are your favorite films?

The Phantom of the Opera!!!!!!

5. What music do you want played at your wedding?
A Victorian waltz.

6. At your funeral?
Mozart's Requiem

7. This IS a gothic website, so... how do you want to die?
With honor, glory, and a name that will never vanish.
I want a mausoleum raised for me, and anyone that needs confort would go into it and, not pray, no, never pray, but confort himself knowing that there is someone in the mausoleum that once lived, and loved.

8. What kind of casket would you want?
I would like for them to incinerate me, and for my loved one to throw my ashes to the wind in the place where we were the happiest. She'll recognize the place when the time comes.
The mausoleum wouldn't have my body, but it will still have a piece of my soul, as long as it's not forgotten.

9. What's your FAVORITE outfit?
I'm actually putting it up together. It will be:
Somehow tight (not emo tight) black formal pants, a dressy Victorian shirt, thin velvet vest, black pointy boots with heels (not very tall heels) and a black piece of cloth that goes around the neck (it's not a scarf. It's something some people use instead of a tie with tuxedos. It's name eludes me)

10. What's one thing you miss about being a little kid?
The fact that back then, I was a very talented and smart kid. Now, I'm an arrogant elitist know-it-all

11. What's your favorite band?
Lacrimosa!!!
Followed by The Dresden Dolls, London After Midnight, Dimmu Borgir, and currently I have a thing for music of the sort of Frank Sinatra

12. What kind of education do you have? What is/was/will be your major?
I'm in high school. My major: I was hoping it were social studies, along with philosophy and maybe a minor in business. But if my love of money wins, I'll study engineering and be rich

13. Why did you join?
I used to hate being called gothic. I thought of them as nothing but a fashion style that hated everyone. I called myself a Victorian. But I once entered this site, admired the high IQ average of the place.
Now.... I'm a Victorian Goth

14. If the first 13 questions didn't give it away. What is your gender?
I think I'm a guy....

*looks down*

YEAH!!! Definitely a man

WizardElement5 · 04-24-2006, 10:00 PM

Hi Jillian, love your pics. You and your girl both look soooo cute.

"There's nothing more worth dying for than a woman's smile."

Maybe, but I think it's even more worthwhile to LIVE for one.

Godslayer Jillian · 04-27-2006, 03:54 PM

Oh. I don't know which picture you saw, but, anyway, neither of them is my woman.

04-27-2006, 04:08 PM

Regardless, I'd love to do them...

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Jane13 · 04-27-2006, 06:15 PM

"play guitar and violin"

No way, me too!

I love these questions... they actually reveal quite a bit about a person.

.... and I didn't notice it the first time you said it because you sent me here to confirm that you are in fact a man ^^; You're still Mr. Awesome in my opinion.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 04-27-2006, 06:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Godslayer Jillian

a black piece of cloth that goes around the neck (it's not a scarf. It's something some people use instead of a tie with tuxedos. It's name eludes me)

It's called a Cravat.

Jane13 · 04-27-2006, 06:40 PM

You mean one of these things?
http://kambriel.com/ivoryjabot.html

although this one is freakishly over-priced.