Rant Thread - Page 243

Duane · 07-01-2008, 01:02 PM

I went to rehab and with help, I dropped the Dr. Pepper addicition. I'm also starting to feel a hell of alot more fucking better about myself, that's another good thing. I really have nothing to rant about... eh... My ever so "loyal, die-hard fans" are annoying me... and that's all.*sits down on his tree stump and begins to play his guitar*

dabbadmc · 07-01-2008, 04:19 PM

Ugh, my boyfriend never calls. I know, typical girl rant, but at one point in time, he didn't call me for over two months. He's nice when he's around me but sometimes I feel like he's just not bothered. Probably - I'm no looker.

When we first went out I really had a crush on him. But now, I don't really feel physically attracted to him. I don't want to lead him on, because he's so sweet and he's also my brother's best friend...which would lead to many awkward things if we broke up.

Plus he called me 'frigid' (not true) and somehow the rumour got around the whole school.

Nice. -_-

...can't believe I really typed all that heh.

honeythorn · 07-01-2008, 04:58 PM

Hey being frigid isn't so bad. I just own up to it because it is in fact true.

Lapin · 07-01-2008, 05:33 PM

I have to make an appointment with the shrink. I was doing so well. I had gone three years without the medication. But the constant stress of school and taking care of a four year old and a three year old has just become too much.

I can't make myself study, and I was a Dean's List student. I can't seem to get any joy out of music. I can't make myself practice sewing, because it's not fun anymore. I sleep too much. I'm not hungry. I'm stressed and irritated and just so fucking unhappy I keep crying like a fucking child over the stupidest things.

I just can't stand it anymore, so I'm making an appt. to go see the doctor and be put back on the medication so that I don't start actually hurting people.

I'm so scared to do it. What if I never get off of it? What if I really am like this for good and can't manage without the medication? I feel so fucking helpless and weak and tired and I just want to sleep forever. I hate this so much.

Crying_Crimson_Tears · 07-01-2008, 05:53 PM

My boyfriend and I broke up.

honeythorn · 07-01-2008, 06:06 PM

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Originally Posted by Lapin

I have to make an appointment with the shrink. I was doing so well. I had gone three years without the medication. But the constant stress of school and taking care of a four year old and a three year old has just become too much.

I can't make myself study, and I was a Dean's List student. I can't seem to get any joy out of music. I can't make myself practice sewing, because it's not fun anymore. I sleep too much. I'm not hungry. I'm stressed and irritated and just so fucking unhappy I keep crying like a fucking child over the stupidest things.

I just can't stand it anymore, so I'm making an appt. to go see the doctor and be put back on the medication so that I don't start actually hurting people.

I'm so scared to do it. What if I never get off of it? What if I really am like this for good and can't manage without the medication? I feel so fucking helpless and weak and tired and I just want to sleep forever. I hate this so much.

It's clear that you *can* manage without, you said yourself that you did it for three years but now the stress has got to you so you can't for the time being. If the meds help then take them. If you don't want to feel totally zombiefied then can you ask for a slightly lower dosage ? Or perhaps take a pill only when you feel you really must? When the day is really getting to you?

badteccy · 07-01-2008, 06:29 PM

I really, really hate the people I work with over at the radio station (mines my bbf, a'course). This one 26 year old loser constantly insults me and tries to make it seem like he is giving me advice. He's a total fuck and I'm not a mess, thank you. God forbid I wear "wacky" clothes and dye my hair and draw my eyebrows on..because obviously all those things mean I'm "broken" right? I finally put on my big girl pants and said something and he acted like I was in the wrong. Fuck him, fuck them.

HumanePain · 07-01-2008, 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Crying_Crimson_Tears

My boyfriend and I broke up.

Was that SeekToAmplify or another guy?

Well, young love is challenged by historical brevity. All I can say is another love will come along to you someday. I know they will, you are one who is unafraid to give away her heart to the right person.

Underwater Ophelia · 07-01-2008, 07:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Duane

I went to rehab and with help, I dropped the Dr. Pepper addicition. I'm also starting to feel a hell of alot more fucking better about myself, that's another good thing. I really have nothing to rant about... eh... My ever so "loyal, die-hard fans" are annoying me... and that's all.*sits down on his tree stump and begins to play his guitar*

What are you talking about?

Lapin · 07-01-2008, 08:16 PM

This depression has been going on for six months now. I've really reached my breaking point.

LetheanBlacklight · 07-01-2008, 08:42 PM

[rant] VIOLINS SHOULD BE ALLOWED ON SCHOOL CAMPUSES! [/rant]

Duane · 07-01-2008, 10:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Underwater Ophelia

What are you talking about?

I don't know, but the main thing is I feel great now.

Crying_Crimson_Tears · 07-02-2008, 07:32 AM

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Originally Posted by HumanePain

Was that SeekToAmplify or another guy?

Well, young love is challenged by historical brevity. All I can say is another love will come along to you someday. I know they will, you are one who is unafraid to give away her heart to the right person.

Oh, seek and I broke up a LONG time ago. He wasn't being very nice to me. I really miss him though.

She_Is_My_Sin · 07-02-2008, 08:41 AM

Some girl who I am not friends with and have barely spoken to, has invited me to her birthday party tonight. She's got quite a few of her own friends going already so I'm pretty confident that she has only done this to get a present off of me.

God, I hate it when people do that.

dabbadmc · 07-02-2008, 02:21 PM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

Hey being frigid isn't so bad. I just own up to it because it is in fact true.

Yeah, but he's more frigid than I am. I think that if I was with a guy I really liked, we'd get on like a house on fire.

Plus, I sometimes feel relieved when the date is over. I feel a little awkward and nervous when I'm with him...

Is it unfair for me to lead him on, or should I keep going out with him?

Cen0bite · 07-02-2008, 02:29 PM

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Originally Posted by LetheanBlacklight

[rant] VIOLINS SHOULD BE ALLOWED ON SCHOOL CAMPUSES! [/rant]

Why would you not be allowed to bring a violin to school?

Underwater Ophelia · 07-03-2008, 08:32 AM

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Originally Posted by dabbadmc

Yeah, but he's more frigid than I am. I think that if I was with a guy I really liked, we'd get on like a house on fire.

Plus, I sometimes feel relieved when the date is over. I feel a little awkward and nervous when I'm with him...

Is it unfair for me to lead him on, or should I keep going out with him?

If you don't like him, don't date him.

Crying_Crimson_Tears · 07-03-2008, 10:33 AM

Well, my b/f and I are back together, but my g/f broke up with me.

I am having the fucking week from hell.

honeythorn · 07-03-2008, 10:51 AM

Perhaps you should date just one person like most people do. Do they know about eachother? Are they comfortable with it if they do? Do you not think it dishonest and sly to date two people at the same time?

Miss Cogs · 07-03-2008, 01:50 PM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

Perhaps you should date just one person like most people do. Do they know about eachother? Are they comfortable with it if they do? Do you not think it dishonest and sly to date two people at the same time?

I had a problem with that.
But my patience pulled through I guess.
My advice is don't get involved in those types of relationships.
If the person or you cannot not give up the other person to be with you because you are uncomfortable with that type of relationship - leave the relationship.
Honeythorn, I agree with you whole with your last question, unless they know about each other.
Regardless, I think dating two people at one allows the dater to escape the general responsibilities of a mono relationship.
Like say you got into a fight with one of the people your dating, you could just go off to the other person not thinking about the fight at all and wondering if you hurt the other person or if you were wrong in it.
I think dating two people just gives the dater more freedom without truly understanding what it means to love a person.
They would just have another person to go to that made up all the other qualities the other person they were dating lacked.
Plus, poly is just not my bag.
Wow, that was long.

Splintered · 07-03-2008, 07:03 PM

My girlfriend started her period.

She's not pregnant.

You have no idea how happy I am.

Crying_Crimson_Tears · 07-03-2008, 07:03 PM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

Perhaps you should date just one person like most people do. Do they know about eachother? Are they comfortable with it if they do? Do you not think it dishonest and sly to date two people at the same time?

They both knew about each other and they both wanted me to date the other. An enemy of mine convinced her the path of drugs was better than having a girlfriend, and my ex knew how much I hated drugs. So she was telling everyone she was gonna break up with me, but I broke it off first because I wasn't going to sit around and wait for her to finally tell me and stop being ridiculous about it.

Crying_Crimson_Tears · 07-03-2008, 07:18 PM

Double post - Sorry.

Apparently, my ex girlfriend was pretending to do drugs so we would break up because she didn't want to do it. Plus she wants to date my boyfriend.

gothicusmaximus · 07-03-2008, 09:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Splintered

My girlfriend started her period.

She's not pregnant.

You have no idea how happy I am.

I'm guessing about as happy as I was sad to see you so worried when you and she didn't even have sex.

Underwater Ophelia · 07-03-2008, 09:40 PM

Right, I didn't get that, either.