Rant Thread

[The Minister Saint-Fond]

God, I love you, Santarea. I had a green ranger for years. Now I have a red mustang (midlife crisis). I'll be switching to a Lincoln LS as soon as I'm not impoverished (fucking divorce!).

And my throat is killing me because I shouldn't have had all that sake Saturday night, but sometimes you have to get plowed stumble around with your coworkers. It's just as natural as breathing and whacking the weasel.

[joyslayer]

Why is it that every good thing that happens to me, some how gets killed, or skrewed up in some tweaked way? I've got this like, inpenetrable fer of loosing the people and things that are near and dear to my heart. I know why I have insomnia. I also know why I dropped 12 pounds, not healthy. Its because I'm too busy fretting over my loves that I forget to eat and sleep. Its not right. I have to stop, but I can't. Like, I just don't know anymore. I've had it up to my jellied eyeballs I can't take it anymore. Two freakin suicided attempts in the same week! Each one stopped by someone whom It would kill me to loose them. I can't hurt them like this, I can't hurt myself like this, But How do I go about stopping? We've seen the resorting to inatimate things for comfort, didn't turn out well, and how do I tell my friends and boyfriends that It's them whose doing this to me? It all started when Josh killed himself, that alone gave me enough complexes to supply this whole forum for the rest of technology's life. I don't know how to make it stop, make it all go away. It just doesn't leave, at all.

[WolfMoon]

Joy, I don't understand exactly what you're trying to say sweetie. I am sorry that you're in distress though.

*HUGZ*

[ghostposts]

Joy, hon, you need some serious down time.

You can't solve all the problems of those around you, and you can't protect them. You're not God. No one can protect everyone.

If their problems are so large that they try suiciding, then they need professional help. No wonder you're overburdened.

You can't tell them it's them making you hurt, and predict how they will react. Just step back, take a breather and make yourself scarce for a bit. Break the cycle of interdependance, 'cause you can't be their professional help. They need resources, therapy and perhaps meds you can't provide. As long as they come to you, they won't seek help elsewhere.

It's hard and it's scary. Talk to a counselor about this. They may be able to hook your friends up with someone who knows how to help them. Also, you may be depressed, and need grief therapy for your loss.

Talk in person to someone with connections: A professional who can help you straighten out this tangled mess. Don't try to do this alone, or by long distance.

[Mr E Nigma]

Originally Posted by WolfMoon

Joy, I don't understand exactly what you're trying to say sweetie. I am sorry that you're in distress though.

*HUGZ*

I think she's constantly stressing over ex boyfriend's or in this case 2 guys that are really close to her but they tried to kill themselves and she can't handle all the problems that's going on with them.

Joy if I was completely wrong in how i understood that correct me please

[cannibalnuns]

Old people are wise sure but suck at driving. "Yes grandpa, that is a gas station and they do sell -gas-. Make your fucking turn!" Either way I do not have the time nor patience to post the trip down 135 and 220. They drive worse than they fuck, not that I would know...... -whistles.- I'm going for a beer.

[WolfMoon]

Originally Posted by cannibalnuns

Old people are wise sure but suck at driving. "Yes grandpa, that is a gas station and they do sell -gas-. Make your fucking turn!" Either way I do not have the time nor patience to post the trip down 135 and 220. They drive worse than they fuck, not that I would know...... -whistles.- I'm going for a beer.

Old people suck ass.

I deal with tons of 'em at work.

[joyslayer]

Originally Posted by Mr E Nigma

I think she's constantly stressing over ex boyfriend's or in this case 2 guys that are really close to her but they tried to kill themselves and she can't handle all the problems that's going on with them.

Joy if I was completely wrong in how i understood that correct me please

Well, you get a 100% in trying. I was just letting off some steam, sorry if that came out like I was drunk and high. But I feel better now.

It actually is about my boyfriend killing himself, the suicide attempts coming from me, and my two other close lovlies. I can't handle myself and the problems swimming around in my own head. Please do ignore that little rant-whine thing, I just had to let it out.

[Disfunction]

Originally Posted by cannibalnuns

Old people are wise sure but suck at driving. "Yes grandpa, that is a gas station and they do sell -gas-. Make your fucking turn!" Either way I do not have the time nor patience to post the trip down 135 and 220. They drive worse than they fuck, not that I would know...... -whistles.- I'm going for a beer.

No more wise than the average five year old, perhaps less so for their general certainty that they are wise.

[new_age_goth]

Originally Posted by Empty_Purple_Stars

Post all of your bitching, sniveling, whining, death threats and general verbal malaise here..


I'll go first..

what a fucking shock..





Yknow for two EXTREMELY iintelligent people you BOTH act fucking retarded as hell..

REALLY..

Does it ever fucking stop?

Huh?

EVER?

Don't you two ever get tired of trying to fucking kill each other?

Don't you two ever stop and look at ALL of the people your mutual venom is destroying??

I got so sick after the last debacle the two of you had friday night I thought I was going to die..No fucking lie..The pain was so bad I couldnt even crawl to the phone to call 911.

Yknow why??

BECAUSE YOU GUYS WONT FUCKING QUIT!!!!

You Don't like her - DEAL WITH IT!

You don't like Him - DEAL WITH IT!!

I am SO FUCKING TIRED OF LISTENING TO YOU GUYS FIGHT!!

REALLY!!!

YOU ARE GROWN ADULTS!!!

The way this is going I won't be talking to EITHER of you anymore, cause I can't fucking handle the stress and the drama anymore..

YOUR INABLIITY to act like rational people is not worth my life..

Sorry Guys..

Makes me want to fucking throw up..For real..

You guys cared ENOUGH about each other to get married and have a kid..

DIDNT WORK OUT..

We ALL know THAT much..

SO what then?

Your 27!

He's 28!

You spend the rest of your lives hurting each other and your kids????

GO TEAM GO!!!

WHAT THE FUCK??

FUCKING STOP ALREADY!!

You shouldnt have to leave, you have friends here..
She shouldnt have to leave, she has friends here..

Hell, I stay here and I have to listen to it from BOTH OF YOU DAILY!!


FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THATS HOLY FUCKING STOP FIGHTING!!!!

I cannot scream that loud enough..

You could BOTH have ended up with WORSE Ex's and WORSE parents for your children..

But nooooooooooooo, that doesnt mean shit..You'd rather be mean and disgusting and hateful to each other day in and fucking day out..

I'm DONE..

Really..

FUCKING DONE..

I have spent the last year and a half watching you two try and kill each other..This makes you happy?

FINE.. Have fun..

But I refuse to let you guys destroy me in the process..

Too many fucking bodies laying around us all as it is, you dont need mine..


*FUCKING SIGH*


*EDIT*

And if EITHER one of you has ONE SHITTY WORD to say in retort or response here I will drive over to both of your respectives houses and whip your asses..

DONT DO IT!!!

NO She said, " Blah blah blah!"

NO He said, " Blah blah blah!"

Read, listen, learn something..



JUST FUCKING QUIT!!

fucking hell ouch!

[winged_dreams]

Ok, I don't have much money to spare. And my sister always seems to call up when she needed money. She said it was her ride money. I asked her why she needed money for that and she said her ride didn't have any gas money. I said that's not my problem (because it's not) and then she said she was done with this family. Wow, bad case of overeacting. Get a reality check.

[Sanctus Dei]

[random rant]

How fucking worthless must your life really be to waste the trusting sympathies of truly caring individuals? Is it only me who considers wild untruths about subjects some people could actually have experienced horribly disrespectful to lie about? Fuck... perhaps pathological rages help some people to feel special, but why attract such a negative reaction? God... this makes me physically sick, don't fucking lie if your not prepared to be called out for the sad fabricating ass drainage that you are. Thanx, for the god damn venting opportunity.

[/random rant]

[Blushing Heliophobe]

I keep up a baby blog so that family members back home can know what is going on with my pregnancy. Anyways, there is a forum attached to this site that I frequent at times. There's an entire section devoted to girls freaking out because they're pregnant, and couples who post trying to get their babies in adoption.

I just got really sad, because of the way that things work out. Some people who are having babies don't want them. Some people that want them can't have them. And it all boils down to a thread online where people call each other 'uncaring mothers' who 'shouldn't have opened their legs' and 'adoption vultures' who are trying 'to steal children from their rightful mothers'.

Why are people so judgemental of the actions/life situations of others? Why do people feel the burning desire to put others down? Why do we need to put a every person in a box and a label on everything? Why has human life become something we barter over in an email frenzy of email addresses and URLs?

What the fuck is gone wrong with humanity?

Humanity hasn't changed, dear. We simply have new and exciting ways to express ourselves and fuck each other over. Ain't technology grand?

[ghostposts]

That sucks, Hon. Just enjoy your baby and stay off that site. You can't change those people, and it'll only ruin the time you have with your baby.

Winged, sorry to hear this. My sister pulls that crap. It's called Narcissism.

Blow it off, if you can, till her next round of shit. She's so full of the brown stuff, that's all she can emit. Or, am I projecting?

[The Minister Saint-Fond]

Indeed. I know several bitches that, in brazen defiance to the laws of fluid dynamics, simultaneously suck and blow.

I hate stupid people...

Being stupid should make your crotch burn so badly that you become sterile.

[JuliaGaltic]

Originally Posted by bloodlust_punk

sup ppl i'm so bored/worst of all i have a headache!!!!!
aaaahhhhhhhhhhaaaaahhhhaahahahaahahahahahah!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorri i had 2 scream..........juss like they say love kills
pain thrills.............lol........................... ..bye

You are giving me a headache! This is a literary site, that means watch your spelling, your grammar and make sure you dot your i's and cross your t's.

You have been asked twice that I have seen to clean up your posts or shut up. Do it!

[cannibalnuns]

That is why I advocate drinking.

Originally Posted by cannibalnuns

That is why I advocate drinking.

As do I! As do I!

[ghostposts]

Gawd, I've had a suck ass year.

Round one: Mom and sister stupid crossed the line once too often. I'm moving out.

Round two: Pain is elevating to the point it was at 3 weeks ago. Meds aren't working.

Round three:
I'm in the process of pulling my novel from the publisher. She started out gung ho, then just stopped working, then went from a small, new but seemingly legitimate publishing house to little more than a vanity press.

Typos she let into my manuscript after I sent in a detailed line crit on the arc,

No report on the sales as per the contract, and then a confusing, wierd report by phone, (sold a handful of copies, but they were the non-royalty kind? What kind is that?)

Hard to get a response from even after e mails, pms, ims and a phone call,

Excuses and more excuses,

Says she never got the line crit yet material only found on that document (and not on the original submission) is included in the printed book,

New web site that screams vanity press, filled with typos, and mentions a $60 dollar cost to the author before submission requirements are even listed. Hello, money flows TO the author.

Promises to fix the typos that are never acted on...

Grr. Well, live and learn. Avoid Ore Mountain Publishing House. I don't care if she slams me or sues me for posting this. I don't want to let other authors in for this kind of nonsense. Most of all, I don't want Evas' Son used to sucker new authors into working with her. Consider it out of print. As soon as it's clear, I'll be subbing it to other publishers.

[Surgeon Méchant De Sang]

winged_dreams
Ok, I don't have much money to spare. And my sister always seems to call up when she needed money. She said it was her ride money. I asked her why she needed money for that and she said her ride didn't have any gas money. I said that's not my problem (because it's not) and then she said she was done with this family. Wow, bad case of overeacting. Get a reality check.

I know how you feel about mooching relatives always hitting someone up for cash. When my husband had oodles of money, my mother-in-law (his biological mother, he was adopted) would call almost daily just to sucker some cash from him. When she learned that he didn't have anymore cash to give her, the calls slowed down to almost a screeching halt!
She's been promising her son for a year that she would come up and see him, and the last time she called up and told him about her idea, she flat out asked him if he would flip the fucking bill! She wanted a first class coach, with all the goodies, and then told him that any hotel room that she had would have to have a kitchenette, couch, television, microwave, etc. etc. When he said no, she threw a one big lousy fucking fit! Talk a about a bitch!

[Cruel Intentions]

I may annoy (or blatantly piss off would be more accurate) a lot of people with this but it is a rant none the less.

God. Yeah, him. After much looking into the Christian Bible, I have concluded that God is a selfish, power crazed, sybarite (someone who delights in excessive luxury).

My argument is as follows:

When Adam and Eve were commanded not to eat from the tree of knowledge, it was to stop them from threatening God's position. When they did God kicked them out. His words were "They are like us". Now, "us" suggests that there is more than one super-being out there and the later comand to Moses and the Israelites "worship no God other than me" shows his power craze.

When mankind later began construction of the tower of Babel, God's supreme authority was threatened so he knocked it down and confused the languages. Thanks, we now have racism as a result of that.

Lucifer. Oh Lucifer, I'm not denying that Lucifer was a bad egg but he threatened God's power and was banished. Does God not preach love and forgiveness? Slight cock-up when you throw your best mate out into hell isn't it? Before anyone argues against that, Lucifer was God's brightest anger so more or less his best mate. Again, he felt thrreatened and went nuts about it. The only thing that would have been better had Lucifer won is that we wouldn't have a hyppocritical God. Lucifer was openly honest about his dark side right from the beginning.

If God lives in heaven then he's certainly got the life of luxury. Not much to argue about that point.

Also, after God flooded the world (at the time of Noah), he promised never to destroy the world again. He just did the next best thing instead and started levelling cities such as Midia and Babylon.

Another of God's great lies: he claims that he loves us all and will readily forgive us all (yes, I have touched on this briefly already). Then we must cleary have misunderstood his intentions about Jezebel. Jezebel was a prostitute, plain and simple. God's exact words were, and I quote "I will strike her children dead." Gee, thanks! Your forgiveness was really felt there.

Anyway, like I said, I find it hard to believe that God is the all-loving, all-forgiving goody-too-shoes he claims to be.

Hence my signature. I would rather rule hell than be a slave in heaven.

"I would rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints, the sinners are much more fun..." - Billy Joel

*sends mental hugs to ghostposts*

I was hoping the sales were doing good, and that you were on your way to a Borders near us, so we could get that signed copy :{ and I'm sorry to hear about the family and the pain, that the med's aren't working *gives more mental hugs* I hope it gets better soon.

And is there anything you can do, another type, a stronger dose, to help the pain management?

[ghostposts]

Thanks, T. Moving's probably the best thing for us, but it will take some time to get it all lined up.

Pain meds need adjusting. Will be working this out soon. The book thing? Check your pms.

Thanks for listening, and the hugs were just right.