Tell somthing about yourself, that you haven't shared with someone else - Page 8

joyslayer · 12-11-2005, 12:24 PM

*sighs* I'm entirely insane.

Teardrop · 12-11-2005, 02:20 PM

Sanctus Dei, I completely understand. My dad once backhanded me across a room because he thought I was possessed by the devil. I also remember seeing him holding a knife to my mother's throat on more than one occassion. He's a manic depressive and it was hard growing up around him. I hate him (though not because of his illness)

My secret, and it's not one I'm neither proud nor ashamed of, is that when I was a young girl, I used to plan ways in which I could murder him, but thankfully I never had the bottle to go through with it.

joyslayer · 12-11-2005, 02:33 PM

I really like your signiture, teardrop. 'tis very true.

Tall One In Black · 12-11-2005, 08:05 PM

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Originally Posted by unconscious_insanity

um...i am a very defensive person, i am the nicest person you will meet, unless i get in an argeument with you-then i say stupid, rude shit.

That is not something you haven't shared with someone else (this board). We've seen that trait clearly demonstrated.

joyslayer · 12-11-2005, 08:29 PM

I suppose it never hurt to repeat things............?

Sanctus Dei · 12-11-2005, 11:07 PM

Uncouncious Insanity... Purely for your benefit, the shift buttons are located on both the left and right side of the key board, press and hold the afore mentioned button to capitalize as needed.. example; when refering to ones self as 'I'.

Thankyou.

Teardrop; I'm not entirely nieve to the idea that these things happen to other people but it's so hard not to feel alone in this. Does it feel that way to you? Like your the only one in the world with the anti-Ward Cleaver? I just never will understand how a parent can live with themselves knowing that they really don't love their child as they should.

horrorgirl · 12-11-2005, 11:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Sanctus Dei

Thanks Xng and Joy... not that I'm looking for attention or even answers... Okay maybe answers... but the idea that someone else might understand how lost I am to the idea of what he did is soothing to say the least. I don't tend to talk about him much... but considering the nature of the subject etc..

Maybe I'll post alittle more story about him later.

Horror Girl... I feel your pain. I like them too. (damn catchy 70's disco) BUT I don't own an album, so I'm only half insane.

I own a greatest hits cd. I always kept it with me when I dj'd because if somebody pissed me off enough my plan was to play Dancing Queen. However that never happened.Darn it.

12-11-2005, 11:58 PM

Tell somthing about yourself, that you haven't shared with someone else

i've been wanting to post something here for quite awhile, but i started thinking that there is nothing about me that i have not told someone. Mind you, there is alot that i have yet to tell about me to those on gothic.net but that is not what the thread topic implies. Now is it? i am pretty much an open book, all one needs to do is ask the right question.

Yet, i will play along.

Not many people know this, in real life or netlife, but i have a fear of being hit by a falling airplane. It is not a crippling fear, but i do have terrible nightmares at least twice a month. The dreams and subsequently the fear started when i was thirteen.

i get very nervous when a B-52 is doing maneuvers above my house or any of the numerous Army helicopters and A-10's.

Maybe it's just me, but that seems very irrational. And probably not worth your reading time, sorry 'bout that.

(y'all are never gonna get my deep dark secrets)

TheKorovaMilkbar · 12-12-2005, 04:47 AM

Do the A-10's fly below 800 ft. where you live, Tekajo? That has happened when we were at the beach once. They were flying about 300 ft. in the air I kid you not. My dad was a fighter pilot and I believe he said that wasn't allowed in a public place, or something like that. I thought it was cool as all hell, but it was a tad wierd. I'd never seen a jet fly that low except at the airfield before.

So Tekajo, did you see War of the Worlds? If you did, specifically that scene with the commercial plane crashing. That freaked the crap out of me even though I don't really have the same fear as you.

Tall One In Black · 12-12-2005, 09:27 AM

tekajo,
Out of curiosity, do you picture small airplanes or large jets? Though jets rarely crash, I know from experience that small planes do fall out of the sky from time to time.

I grew up across from a small airport and flight school. Many of the planes flew directly over our house when taking off or landing. Sometimes it seemed that they were close enough to clip the tops of the pine trees in our front yard. Once, an ultralight crashed in our driveway. Another time, a house on the opposite side of the airport was demolished when a plane crashed into it.

Probably the craziest is when a pilot had to dump his payload upon takeoff because he realized the plane was too heavy. (Glad he did, it was our house that he would have hit!) He was carrying fertilizer - our yard looked better that year than it ever had!

I'm not trying to make things worse. Unless you live right next to an airport, I'd say your chances of seeing/experiencing an airplane crash are practically nil.

12-12-2005, 09:34 AM

T, what is strange is that i do not live near an airport. i do however live between a major AFB and Army Base so i grew up with low flying planes all the time. The fear stems from something i have not yet figured out.

As to what size, when the dreams started the planes were small Cessna type planes crashing near me. i should have mentioned in all the dreams i am never actually hit, the planes/jets fall near me. Anyway, after awhile the small Cessnas turned into jumbo jets with big ground shaking explosions.

i was actually told by two people at about the same time frame what it meant. Yet, i'm not fully convinced it stems from a past life.

tenet_2012 · 12-12-2005, 01:46 PM

Ummm....

I never actually told anyone this but...

I wear pants.

(dumbass thread topic)

Tall One In Black · 12-12-2005, 02:54 PM

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Originally Posted by unconscious_insanity

And actually, no, I havent told anyone that. I may show it, but I dont go around telling people, " Hey! I am this-n-that....blah blah.." So technically, I am right here. Moving on....

You make no sense. You say that you haven't told anyone that, but I saw it typed in black and white just a few posts back:

Originally Posted by unconscious_insanity
"um...i am a very defensive person, i am the nicest person you will meet, unless i get in an argeument with you-then i say stupid, rude shit."

You're really into the "I am right" thing, aren't you? You're wrong each time, but you continue to stupidly argue that you're right. You only make yourself look more immature and idiotic with each post. Truly, it's pathetic.

You are the least mature 20-year-old I've ever encountered. You're living proof that being married and having a kid do NOT make you mature. I feel so sorry for your son... even with his oh-so-cool name Damien Xavior (did you actually spell it that way?), he's going to suffer from lack of an adult parent.

FromAtumnToAshes · 12-12-2005, 03:24 PM

Something I haven't told anyone??Ummm I got this thing called arscogsyndrom(Don't have any clue how to spell it)And its affects are extra joints and weak joints.....Its a weird disease at that that have to get checked on before i have kids and such....The long lasting affects are unknown..I find it a very iontresting dissease by far couse I can freak out my friends with intretsing things I can do with my fingures and toes.....

FromAtumnToAshes · 12-12-2005, 03:31 PM

Lol..in alot of places..like my fingeres,toes,legs, and my mucles which isn't exactly joints but w/e...I haven't disscovered where else yet but I am looking.