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True Story: Touched By Death
"I have always been creepy, unusual outcast of life, I have always been watcher, watching the world around me never amuzied. everything seems so black and gray. this life boring..until the day, fingers of death reach out from shadows, touching center of my forehead. it was in awful car-crash, car hit from side, flipped over 3-4 times, remebering thinking this for second as turned face to speeding trunk ram into side of car... looking death directly in its eyes. it was just so fast .. doors where car was totally crushed.. unbelievably I was not hurt, crawled out what was left stood up, looking around unbelievable chill, flowing throu my body..
I cannot tell you how excited it made me feel, how alive I felt.. the thrill of almost being killed sensation is amazing.. sends chills down the spine..
I everytime enter a spooky scene, there this old abandoned graveyard, they have here, I ever time I set foot in the thrill feeling of being alive, creeps in takes me over... "Like I am home, Finally I am home"
they turned that graveyard into a small park here all the ancient graves stones used as the walls of the garden.. remeber walkin throu that small park extending my hands . slowly feeling chilling wind, it was amazing feeling
and now I quest for those feelings, music, art and dance, when I dance my dark imagination is flowing..."once you go death you never go back" thats such a true statement
I became very serious about become zombie cyber-doll after this. perfected my image, ..have anyone else had those the feeling of having this shivering rush adventure throu you, when entering someone place, spooky, watching a movie listening to awesome song or whatever...
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