Well, I am healthy and well again after a round of antibiotics. Secrecy is getting to me. Basically for various reasons I am in a secret relationship... and it bothers me. So I'm just trying to get through that. I found a great poem I must have wrote ages ago. I'll put that on soon. This is sort of a venting addition to my blog, and not really poetic or intelligent. Oh and my fiddle group and I will be recording all of sunday for our next cd. Yay! One thing I'm excited about.

I;m not going to lie, I'm really scared. For somereason my entire face is swelling up. Drastically. I can barely seee out my left eye, and I've had a nonstop headache for the past few days. I'm going to see my gp today, so I hope this can be fixed. I hope it ends up alright. This is just scary.

I lay in the fire,
Watching the smoke fade away,
This is my empire,
The place where I decay.

I could watch for so long,
of the stories of my past,
And how I was so wrong,
In claiming death is fast.

Is a ditz. Sorry but it's true. She's currently in that stage of adolescence in which all she thinks about is herself. And this isn't really relevant but her room smells reeeally bad. sweat. ugh.

I had a very strange dream last night in which I starred in a reality tv series called "Girls and guys who like burger king." We lived in a large house in California and shared rooms. Our first challenge was that the guys had to produce a song for all of the girls to dance to. Being a girl I started to join the other females, but I stopped when I realized their idea of dancing involved lap dancing and poles. So I ditched them and played violin with the guys. Then we created the most epic...