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[khabtih]

Did I mention he is my bestfriend? Ah, it is great when the person you love romantically is also the person you share everything with. Eh, ok this will be the end of gushing for tonight, promise. I only said this because I was given permission, so to say, but I am done...for now.

[gothic_bitch_69_420]

What a fucking night !!! this most not be my day ! i lost my smokes outside to day i got a new bf a few days ago and he broke up with me so he could go out with this bleach blonde bitch.and then my cat got ranway and the next person to fuck with me is going to get bitched the fuck out !!!

[ice]

Italian food ...
Mozzerella sticks...
Plenty of psychopathic dog licks...


.... yess, random, and my life o_O

[khabtih]

Originally Posted by gothic_bitch_69_420

What a fucking night !!! this most not be my day ! i lost my smokes outside to day i got a new bf a few days ago and he broke up with me so he could go out with this bleach blonde bitch.and then my cat got ranway and the next person to fuck with me is going to get bitched the fuck out !!!

I'm assuming this wouldn't be the best time to comment on the poor grammar. So I'll save her the time and correct it myself. Afterall, she has had, what seems to be a horrible day:

"What a fucking night! This must not be my day! I lost my cigaretts outside today. (On top of that,) I got a new boyfriend a few days ago and he broke up with me so that he could go out with this bleach-blond bitch. And then, my cat got ran-over/ran away. The next person to fuck with me is going to get bitched the fuck out!"

I must give her credit, this post was actually not too bad. Congratulations Gothic Bitch.

[Perfectly_Flawed]

Pitseleh - sorry to hear how it ended. But I'm sure you would've made her happy, not brought her down.

Congrats for reaching 200 posts, eyesofatragedy!

Originally Posted by khabtih

It is truely amazing to realize that you love someone, and even better when you know that they love you back. It's not always fantastic, as anyone in a new or long relationship, young or old, can confirm. The one you love the most will also hurt you the most, ironic, no? Eh, ok off of that little tangent, I just felt compeled to gush about my boyfriend. Sorry to take up space.

Agreed. Love puts you in a state of mild trance ... but really, it's just because the level of 'happy' endorphins in your system has increased. Ah well, who's to dissect all the reasons behind why we feel what we do. The inital cause of the feeling can't be argued with.

I attribute "the one you love the most will also hurt you the most" to the need for an opposition. You have to have black to know white. I think it's only logical that someone who can make you laugh can also make you cry.

Unfortunately I'm in the downswing stage with my friend ... who I so dearly love. He hasn't bloody made contact in five days!
I emailed him three days ago and he hasn't replied. I SMSed him this morning ... guess I'll see when he'll respond. He makes me so worried. I went online at about 4am this morning - he's usually on at about 4am my time, since it's 9:45pmish in Sweden - but he wasn't there. He's a computer freak, frickin damnit. So when he's not online, that makes me anxious.

I know, this is all just in my head ... the dream I had the night before didn't help. I dreamt that I received an email from him, explaining his absence. As it turned out, he'd met someone and was dating her! So he didn't have time for me.

Baad dream. Very bad.

[Perfectly_Flawed]

Originally Posted by khabtih

Did I mention he is my bestfriend? Ah, it is great when the person you love romantically is also the person you share everything with. Eh, ok this will be the end of gushing for tonight, promise. I only said this because I was given permission, so to say, but I am done...for now.

How Dawson and Joey. 8)

Oh, and I second Daz's "gush away".

....... *is eating choc-chip cookies at the moment*

What's everyone doing for New Year's Eve? Anything?

My friend and I are hitting the city ... street parties all night. Well ok, maybe only till 2am. Then I'm sleeping over her place.

[gothic_bitch_69_420]

thanks for fixing my poor grammer perfectly_flawed i was to lazy to do it my self

[Perfectly_Flawed]

Originally Posted by gothic_bitch_69_420

thanks for fixing my poor grammer perfectly_flawed i was to lazy to do it my self

Wrong person. But, since you thanked me already, I may as well do some correcting ...

"Thanks for fixing my poor grammar Perfectly_Flawed, I was too lazy to do it myself."

Hope things look up for you tomorrow.

[gothic_bitch_69_420]

same here

[khabtih]

Originally Posted by gothic_bitch_69_420

thanks for fixing my poor grammer perfectly_flawed i was to lazy to do it my self

I'll take the credit for this one.

Perfectly_Flawed, I'm sorry about your long distance woes. Hopefully it will just turn out to be paranoia.

[Asurai]

Originally Posted by Perfectly_Flawed

I know, this is all just in my head ... the dream I had the night before didn't help. I dreamt that I received an email from him, explaining his absence. As it turned out, he'd met someone and was dating her! So he didn't have time for me.

Bah, I hate those sorts of dreams... I had one somewhat like that the night before last.

Good luck with it, though... long-distance relationships are usually very hard to do, but they can also be serious and nice, if the right two people get together.

[Daz]

i get to hang out with my baby brother for new years in kelowna, no i dont expect any of you to know where that is. he's five years younger than me so so will most of the people there but oh well. he actually told me that some of his friends are older than he is but still younger than me. its gonna be fun anyways, his friends are hillarious ( wow that really looks wrong). the morning after the parties i have to get on a plane so i'm thinking that a hang-over may not be a very good idea :twisted:
hope you all have fun plans for the year end

[Ravena]

Eyes_of_Tragedy-
Congrats on your 200! and I know how you feel- I work in retail as well. I saw a bumper sticker that said
"I know there's a hell, I work in retail."
Hehe. True.

Ravena

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[Perfectly_Flawed]

Originally Posted by khabtih

Perfectly_Flawed, I'm sorry about your long distance woes. Hopefully it will just turn out to be paranoia.

I think it is just paranoia, lol ... but y'know, being paranoid and all, I'm delusional and illogical.

Originally Posted by Asurai

Bah, I hate those sorts of dreams... I had one somewhat like that the night before last.

Good luck with it, though... long-distance relationships are usually very hard to do, but they can also be serious and nice, if the right two people get together.

There is the slightest chance that we'll have an actual love relationship in the future ... but for now I'm hoping that we'll maintain our friendship. Distance and time can be so cruel.

Thanks for the support, you two.

... I'm planning on checking my inbox in 15 minutes. I told myself last night at 9pm that I would hold off from doing so for at least 12 hours. I usually check my mail about 8 times a day, and more often that not, I end up disappointed. So, I decided to save myself the pain ... and instead deal with impatience.

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Sounds like you're going to have a busy New Years, Daz. And no, nursing an acidic hangover on the plane would not be a pleasant experience ... but hopefully after having partied all night you'll conk out right away. Most people would kill to get some sleep when they fly.

I don't even try anymore. I just make sure to have plenty of entertainment with me. I used to fly a lot as a kid, pretty much yearly, but I would be too short to see the tiny TV screens fixed to the roofs of the plane. I would crane my neck for half an hour before giving up.

International flights rock though; mini TV screens on the back of the seat in front of you. :twisted:

Anyone like airplane food? I used to. But then Virgin came into our market and everyone became competitive ... prices dropped, but so did the quality of the food. From chicken and pasta to dry sandwiches. Ah well ... at least it's only for a few hours.

[Ravena]

Glad to be of service.
So here I am, New Year's Eve. My mom is in the living room playing Burn-Out 2 on the X-Box and cussing the thing out. My stepfather is moping somewhere, and my mom had a shit-fit earlier. When she gets mad she takes it out on the first thing she comes across: cat, dog,
Adrian, me. Suddenly my room was
Satan's hovel( and she does'nt even believe in Satan) and everything came under attack: My Korn poster, the chinchilla skull on my alter( that SHE gave me), the fishnet shirt on my bed, my 'Goth Collage', my blacklite, "all that glow-in-the-dark-stuff". There was much unrest for awhile, but she's settled down somewhat, now cursing the taxis in the game to the Seven Hells. And I'm resigned to typing, bitching out to you guys cuz I have nothing else to do. I gotta getta life.
Anyways, I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR :P . Love you guys. You are my therapy, sad as it is. :roll:

Ravena

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[Perfectly_Flawed]

Originally Posted by Ravena

Glad to be of service.
So here I am, New Year's Eve. My mom is in the living room playing Burn-Out 2 on the X-Box and cussing the thing out. My stepfather is moping somewhere, and my mom had a shit-fit earlier. When she gets mad she takes it out on the first thing she comes across: cat, dog,
Adrian, me. Suddenly my room was
Satan's hovel( and she does'nt even believe in Satan) and everything came under attack: My Korn poster, the chinchilla skull on my alter( that SHE gave me), the fishnet shirt on my bed, my 'Goth Collage', my blacklite, "all that glow-in-the-dark-stuff". There was much unrest for awhile, but she's settled down somewhat, now cursing the taxis in the game to the Seven Hells. And I'm resigned to typing, bitching out to you guys cuz I have nothing else to do. I gotta getta life.
Anyways, I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR :P . Love you guys. You are my therapy, sad as it is. :roll:

Wow, I don't know any parents who play video games.

Your room sounds cool ... and feel free to bitch to us whenever.

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I am in need of a Hair of a Dog. I feel smashed ... though I consumed very little alcohol last night. I just had a bit of this Brazillian concoction my friend's brother made ... lemon, sugar, and butterscotchsnapps or something or rather. Was pretty nice.

I think I only got about an hour's shut-eye last night. But I don't feel like catching up on lost sleep right now ... guess I'll survive.

Last night was pretty good. It consisted mostly of walking around - for 4 hours straight. Add a splash of dancing in the streets (moi) and you've just about got it.

Nova 937 (a radio station in Perth) occupied a small stage, and had hired three dancers in skimpy Malibu Barbie outfits to entertain the crowd. :roll: I can't believe Nova did that ... I actually used to respect them.

New Years last night really brought out the worst in so many. I can't count how many times I saw couples kissing, and the guy looking over his partner's shoulder to check out other women. Also, for the second New Year's in a row some asshole grabbed my ass! Phht ...

All that aside though, I did have a great time. I also missed the countdown..! My friend and I were watching some acrobatic demonstration, and upon walking to the official counter we saw that it was 00:02. Hehe ... it didn't really matter though.

Hope you guys also had fun on NYE!

[Perfectly_Flawed]

Oh, one more thing. For those who have been following up on my relationship woes, he SMSed me this morning. At 00:10 his time, to wish me a Happy New Year's.

I'm relieved that he's finally made contact, but the lyrics of a certain song float into my head ... "He disappears for a week at a time/ then he shows up here just like everything's fine..." ... what do you think? Should I cut him some slack or be a little annoyed at his unexplained absences? He always bloody does this to me and my heartstrings get pulled to the point of snapping ...

Can anyone offer any words of wisdom?

[Ravena]

Ohhh... I'd like to help, but I wouldn't take my own advice in the love department for the world... Ask Davena. You may have to put your foot down and tell him to stop the nonsense though.

Well, that was helpfull. I don't know, ask Mr. Mael or Takhisis- They know everything. Or Pitseleh; I believe he's the relationship advice type.

Shit, I just realized I'm a PerkyGoth... And I don't even do anything usefull around here.

Ravena

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[Daz]

well last night i did it. got completely smashed, watched my brothers friends fall over laughed a whille hell of a lot. i really did pay for it this morning though. worst thing in the world.. i had to fly with a fucking hang over. just to torment me more, the plane was full of little kids talking and screaming. all i wanted to do when i got home was sleep but i had to call my mom first. checked my messages and found out that my ex had called. i think im gonna get my number changed. in any case my head is throbing so im gonna curl up on the couch in my pjs with a cup of hot chocolate and amarula ( if its spelt wrong its cuz im too lazy to get up and check :P ) and veg till its worth it for me to go to bed. gotta work tomorrow and then we have a party here tomorrow night. looks like there will be about 20 people in my basement, even if only half show up. if you guys can make it you're more than welcome :twisted:

[Ravena]

Shyea, I wish I could fly out to Vancouver for one of Daz's parties... Though I have a hunch that that is not really a good place for a minor, legally... :twisted:

Ravena

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[Daz]

Originally Posted by Ravena

Shyea, I wish I could fly out to Vancouver for one of Daz's parties... Though I have a hunch that that is not really a good place for a minor, legally... :twisted:

Ravena

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lol hun that wouldnt help you much since i dont live in Vancouver. if you check my posts in the introduce yourself and represent topics you'll find out where i am

[Ravena]

Alright, you got me... But what I said about your parties stands,eh?
:lol: Have fun

Ravena

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[Daz]

Originally Posted by Ravena

Alright, you got me... But what I said about your parties stands,eh?
:lol: Have fun

Ravena

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heh, as long as you are 18 you can do what you want here. as long as you can make it the door is open. of course if you happened to be one of the banished you will find out for real what that little dark room is all about :twisted:

damn i love having a house... parties in the winter bbqs all summer :twisted:

[Korellyn]

Hey Daz, I know where Kelowna is... I've driven through it on occasion.

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Yesterday a guy who swore he'd never talk to me again and told me not to ever talk to him again (for reasons that still remain fuzzy) broke the silence, out of nowhere. Not entirely sure this is a good thing. Him saying "Never talk to me again" is kinda like if my old boss were to say "Ok, you have to start showing up on time or else I'll never let you clean the grease traps ever again." One of those win-win situations. The guy in question could be a decent friend, if he could ever get over his own bloody ego and his head out of his ass. We'll see how this one turns out. Might take a while though, since I don't see him that often.

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My German mom (I'm a former exchange student) sent me a package for Christmas that finally showed up a couple days ago. I had to sit down and cry, I miss her so much. I've only been back since July... not really adjusted yet, and don't really want to be. Would be easier if I could forget the freedom I had in Berlin, but I'm trying desperately not to. I don't want to forget.

-K

[Daz]

I'm sitting here listening to the hypnotic beat of the drums in TOOL's "Reflection" which is slowly joined by the mind numbing bass and reminded of a conversation I was having with my brother's friend Dave last night. At some point in our drunken evening, as we were waiting for the stroke of midnight to arrive, we happened upon a phylosophical (sorry) discussion about perception. Basically it went as follows;

How do I know that what I see is what you see. For example, just because what I see is blue does not mean you see the same colour. Sure we are all taught that this certain colour is blue and we all call it blue, so when we see the sky on a clear day we can all say "That is blue". But if I could see through your eyes, would I see what I see through mine?

In actual fact the conversation was a little more involved than that but it lasted about an hour so I've summed it up for obvious reasons.
Thought you all would like a little bit of randomness from the last few minutes of my life from last year :twisted: