sad what do I do?

Uncle Smoov · 10-14-2007, 06:01 PM

The other night I was cutting deep gashes into my body, like I do every night, and I was rushed to the hospital and got 666 stitches. All the doctors taunted me and told me to kill myself as they stitched my dark wounds shut. I have bipolar and depressed and I also have self-injury (SI). I usually SI (or self-injury) when I'm having an attack of schizo which I was diagnosed with by an online quiz that I took about seven times. Here's some poetry I wrote on the subject. DON'T PLAGIARIZE MY WORK PLZ!11111111

death

death kills life without ramorse
An it lasts for eternely
The great dark escape is what we strive for
But we can never be atainned to it
oh, my life is pain
Why cant i just end it!
As i cluch my; razer>rb> it glemes in the dark light of my agony room
i cut my dark viens
And they bleed cremsen warmth i love
They make me fell alive
As opose to my dead haert

my friend knife

I take my gnife
it makes me hapy to have it so close
like the pain; off my black hart
that I am eraising
I am abandaned and suicidel

Underwater Ophelia · 10-14-2007, 06:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Uncle Smoov

The other night I was cutting deep gashes into my body, like I do every night, and I was rushed to the hospital and got 666 stitches. All the doctors taunted me and told me to kill myself as they stitched my dark wounds shut. I have bipolar and depressed and I also have self-injury (SI). I usually SI (or self-injury) when I'm having an attack of schizo which I was diagnosed with by an online quiz that I took about seven times. Here's some poetry I wrote on the subject. DON'T PLAGIARIZE MY WORK PLZ!11111111

death

death kills life without ramorse
An it lasts for eternely
The great dark escape is what we strive for
But we can never be atainned to it
oh, my life is pain
Why cant i just end it!
As i cluch my; razer>rb> it glemes in the dark light of my agony room
i cut my dark viens
And they bleed cremsen warmth i love
They make me fell alive
As opose to my dead haert

my friend knife

I take my gnife
it makes me hapy to have it so close
like the pain; off my black hart
that I am eraising
I am abandaned and suicidel

This moved me. My own cremsen warmth flows through me, yes, but it's only when I set it free that I am truly alive.

Uncle Smoov · 10-15-2007, 10:29 AM

Hey dicks, I have another one for you. i hope u like it

Darkness

im so deep
Just like my, wuonds
witch have been cut
by the evil of others
And by my own blaid......

Uncle Smoov · 10-15-2007, 10:35 AM

I dedicate this next poem to my girlfriend IRL Graveyard.Crow:

dark romance

I lie intwiend in my, lovers bodey
With her dark, torterd eyes
And her imortal, bitter teers
and I ask her, why she is darkley crying
And she wispers into my pale ear
with her ecquisit lips:
im crying, because I love.

Valerius · 10-15-2007, 11:05 AM

You write some surprisingly eloquent poems.

Uncle Smoov · 10-15-2007, 11:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Valerius

You write some surprisingly eloquent poems.

thanx heres one about u!

i tried to help u
u just pushed me away
i dont want any help is that it is that all u have 2 say?
i grip my nive and hope i dye
y is it always so eazy for me to cry?
o yeah b/c im a gothic n hav bin since i was born
i always were my slipnot shirt to the mall and have a horn
i make annoying jokes b/c im 12 n im also goth
then some joker walks by n tells me to listen to some emo band Bow House

NachtSorcier · 10-15-2007, 11:56 AM

Yawn......

TopHaggardDoll · 10-15-2007, 12:15 PM

AAAAAAAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

This is so funny, I DEMAND MORE!!!!!!!!

Underwater Ophelia · 10-15-2007, 02:21 PM

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Originally Posted by NachtSorcier

Yawn......

Nice post count.

Wormboy · 10-15-2007, 03:52 PM

Smoov, i hate you, i honestly, truly hate you

gothicusmaximus · 10-15-2007, 04:19 PM

Congrats to you and G.C, I am awed by the black majesty of your unhallowed bond.

Beneath the Shadows · 10-15-2007, 04:54 PM

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Originally Posted by NachtSorcier

Yawn......

Yeah, that's what I've been saying for quite a while now.

Saddiction · 10-15-2007, 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by TopHaggardDoll

AAAAAAAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

This is so funny, I DEMAND MORE!!!!!!!!

Yes, What she said. ;D

Uncle Smoov · 10-16-2007, 09:56 AM

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Originally Posted by BottomHaggardDoll

This is so funny, I DEMAND MORE!!!!!!!!

I am not some poem-whore
Who honors these demands for more.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Beneath the Shadows

Yeah, that's what I've been saying for quite a while now.

Good BS, the truth be told:
It is you whose getting old.

Metabolik · 10-16-2007, 09:57 AM

You could make alot of money from these poems...and doctors can be dicks sometimes...please don't kill your self, I think your awesome.

Uncle Smoov · 10-16-2007, 09:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Wormboy

Smoov, i hate you, i honestly, truly hate you

Pffff... NachtSaucier's been saying that before it was cool, peauxseur.

Uncle Smoov · 10-16-2007, 10:07 AM

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Originally Posted by gothicusmaximus

Congrats to you and G.C, I am awed by the black majesty of your unhallowed bond.

The blood of our bond runs into the river Acheron eternal. If you ask Graveyard.Crow about it, she might act blackly aloof, like she doesn't know what in the name of the Malebolge you're talking about. Yeah, that's my Dark Mistress for you.

Her Satanic mom totally drove us to the mall last Fryday, where we shambled evilly and didn't buy anything because there wasn't anything dark enough, but we yelled a whole lot in the food court due to our unbearable misery.

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Originally Posted by Metabolik

I think your awesome.

What about my awesome? Ooh, trounced!

Metabolik · 10-17-2007, 10:49 AM

I don't get what you just said...just accept the damn compliment.

TopHaggardDoll · 10-17-2007, 11:04 AM

"BottomHaggardDoll"

ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Metabolik · 10-17-2007, 11:22 AM

Is everyone fucking crazy or something?

OCD Insomnia · 10-17-2007, 11:23 AM

Those poems...well I don't enjoy reading poetry of people who write about suicide and wanting to kill yourself. If your going to kill yourself get it done and stop irritating me with misspelled shitty poetry. I have better use of my time. I honestly don't believe your suicidal, most who are do not tell the world. Your probably one of those people who cut their self then run to school and compare how deep your cuts are with a friend. I find nothing interesting or humerous about suicide. It's events like this when kids talk of killing themselves to strangers(as if in reality people actually care if you die or not) that really makes me pissed that they need attention that bad. Go fucking make your mommy spend more time with you and shut up.

badteccy · 10-17-2007, 11:26 AM

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Originally Posted by OCD Insomnia

Those poems...well I don't enjoy reading poetry of people who write about suicide and wanting to kill yourself. If your going to kill yourself get it done and stop irritating me with misspelled shitty poetry. I have better use of my time. I honestly don't believe your suicidal, most who are do not tell the world. Your probably one of those people who cut their self then run to school and compare how deep your cuts are with a friend. I find nothing interesting or humerous about suicide. It's events like this when kids talk of killing themselves to strangers(as if in reality people actually care if you die or not) that really makes me pissed that they need attention that bad. Go fucking make your mommy spend more time with you and shut up.

It's a fucking joke, dumbass.

OCD Insomnia · 10-17-2007, 11:28 AM

Sorry. I'm hung over and stoned and kinda in a shitty mood.

badteccy · 10-17-2007, 11:30 AM

Nice exscuse.

Saddiction · 10-17-2007, 11:32 AM

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Originally Posted by OCD Insomnia

Those poems...well I don't enjoy reading poetry of people who write about suicide and wanting to kill yourself. If your going to kill yourself get it done and stop irritating me with misspelled shitty poetry. I have better use of my time. I honestly don't believe your suicidal, most who are do not tell the world. Your probably one of those people who cut their self then run to school and compare how deep your cuts are with a friend. I find nothing interesting or humerous about suicide. It's events like this when kids talk of killing themselves to strangers(as if in reality people actually care if you die or not) that really makes me pissed that they need attention that bad. Go fucking make your mommy spend more time with you and shut up.

Clearly you are unable to determine the difference between seriousness and a obvious parody. Instead you spew bullshit as if Smoov's post were in fact serious, which only makes yourself look like an idiot. If you want Smoov to stop irritating you with his (purposely) misspelled shitty poetry, then put him on ignore. Simple.