|
Haven't been here for a while...
It's been a damn crazy year. I've been writing bullshit in short lines (poems) through the most of it, so I thought I should post some of them here to get feedback, it seems like those honest-to-the-point-of-almost-being-offensive comments are the best I can get.
I’ve been living all my life crying
On the wrong things.
Why must we live
If
We are born to live exactly in the
Way
We were raised in,
With all the
Traumas
Fears
Hopes
Games, ho
Those terrible
Games, that
Our parents
Have lent us
To pass on to
Our
Children?
To get hurt, suffer, again those
Traumas,
And never to let go of anything,
collecting endless memories of long-forgotten
events
that we try to pull
Out of out minds, because
Thinking of them, remembering them
Acknowledging them
will cause us to
To go out of our minds-
And cry
And shout
And smoke
And drink
And cut
And starve
And make ourselves puke.
And we can’t afford this to ourselves,
No, ho-no.
So we swallow
Everything
Without even acknowledging it’s
Taste.
And then we search for
The strongest
Experience, that like
Pure alcohol, will be sharp enough
To leave a stain of taste on our
Long ago burnt out
Tongues.
And another Untintled shit:
Then it was
Clear
Like water
The moment after your
Eyes get
Full of it,
When it’s gone-
The more you surrender,
The more it takes from you.
(It's about self hatred and self destruction, by the way.)
|
