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Father
This one is real angry.
You were never there for me
You were such a cowardly man
You were afraid of responsibility
You used others to get you want instead of working for it yourself
That's why everyone has left you
Given up on you
You're unreliable
If I had to rely on you, I would be dead right now
For many years
I thought you dead
I always wondered why everyone had a father
But I did not
Mama never told me about you
She had me thinking you were dead
And after finally meeting you
I don't blame her
You left your little jail cell
After sending me your sweet little letters
Had me thinking you had changed
Gave me false hope with your hollow promises
But that was all lie
That's all you do
You're nothing but a liar
And I hate you for that
You don't give a damn about me
You just pretend that you do
Thinking that you can just waltz back into my life
And act like you know everything about me
You don't know a damn thing about me
You weren't there for my childhood
You don't know the pain that I went through
And you only added more to it
I used envy those who had fathers
Wishing that I was one of them
But now I could careless
I'm an adult now
I grew up just fine without you
And I sure as hell don't need you now
You had your chance
And messed it up by lying to me
Abandoning me
Just like everyone else
And you wonder why no one wants anything to do with you
That's why your other daughter ignores you
That's why I am cold to you
That's why you have to rely on your new wife who has you wrapped around her finger
Because you know she will leave you in a heart beat if you don't do what she wants
And we all know you can't take care of yourself
I wish I never met you
I wish you stayed in jail
I wish someone else was my father
I hate you father
You don't even deserve to be called that
If I've hurt you
I don't care
Now you know how it feels
You liar
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