I so want to die :(

[dead_dreams]

I want to die
there's nothing left for me to do. I give up on life and all of its rules and regulations. I'm just a thorn, a empty seat to the eyes of everyone else. I should just get a gun and get it over with There's no body out there for me to love and shelter. My life was a cruel and dissapointing joke.

[TheBloodEternity]

I hereby retract my already half-assed hug in the thread "Hug/Kiss/Fuck/Pass".

[Jaye Jang]

Dead_dreams. I just read your intro. *hugs* Now, let's get this straight. You're still in school. You cannot die. You have not iived yet. Capice?

[Catch]

Originally Posted by TheBloodEternity

I hereby retract my already half-assed hug in the thread "Hug/Kiss/Fuck/Pass".

You take the love out of lovely.

[ellelino]

first of all, a gun?? come on, you can be more creative than that!
second, well let me put it this way, you'll get an eternity of being dead, and only a lifetime of being alive, regardless of how your living, it'll be a waste to throw away your life

[dead_dreams]

Originally Posted by ellelino

first of all, a gun??

that was the only way i could think of, or hanging

[dead_dreams]

Originally Posted by Jaye Jang

Dead_dreams. I just read your intro. *hugs* Now, let's get this straight. You're still in school. You cannot die. You have not iived yet. Capice?

**returns hug** thank you.

[Frederik]

Hi dead_dreams

I do not know you or the circumstances that have caused you to feel this way therefore I cannot say "I know how you feel" but being somebody that has been on the edge numerous times may I offer some kind words.

Does your school have a councilor? If so make an appointment to see them - it can help to release built up tension & emotions inside. Councilors can also refer you if need be.

Keep your mind occupied and off whatever is bothering you. This can be as simple as learning a language language, making music etc (music and languages is what works for me. Whenever I start to feel myself slip I retreat to these activities)

Do you exercise or play sport? Exercise can take your mind off whatever is bothering you.

Hang in there ; there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. That light may seem lightyears away but all you need to do is take a step. Though the first step is hard each step after that gets easier and the more steps you take the closer that light gets.

A quote/saying that I've always love - Aim for the Moon for if you miss you will still be amongst the stars

[Corpus_Macabre]

I am wondering what type of forum would let people say this stuff? It isn't very healthy to read it let alone condone their "feelings" towards it.

I do, however, hope that....dead_dreams.... isn't serious about this. Graduate and face the real world. You will find many and more beautiful people and you will laugh at your thoughts. I still do.

[$haDe]

Originally Posted by Corpus_Macabre

I am wondering what type of forum would let people say this stuff? It isn't very healthy to read it let alone condone their "feelings" towards it.

It's whining. What do you expected ?
I've just married and will live happily ever after ?

Originally Posted by dead_dreams

I want to die
there's nothing left for me to do. I give up on life and all of its rules and regulations. I'm just a thorn, a empty seat to the eyes of everyone else. I should just get a gun and get it over with There's no body out there for me to love and shelter. My life was a cruel and dissapointing joke.

See things in its positive side, Nothing is empty or worthless.
It might not be your time to shine. But someday you will.


Trust me, You'll be surprised to know how many people that care about you. They just don't know what to do.

[Draconysius]

Originally Posted by dead_dreams

that was the only way i could think of, or hanging

Poison's a pretty nice way to go. If you use the right kind, you just fall asleep and never awake.

[Solumina]

Man up and get through whatever it is that is bothering you. Suicide is for the weak and selfish.

[jack_the_knife]

Originally Posted by $haDe

It's whining. What do you expected ?
I've just married and will live happily ever after ?

That made me chuckle

[Duane]

Come on, Suicide? Your not a thorn... your a bulb. A late bloomer, you must be patient. You'll grow into a flower one day, until then... you have to put up with the cold winters of life.

[a morbid curiosity]

Originally Posted by dead_dreams

I should just get a gun and get it over with

Go for it.
If you really wanted to, you would.
Seems to me like you're just starved for attention.

[dead_dreams]

Originally Posted by a morbid curiosity

starved for attention.

I'am not starved for attention! I REALLY meant it when I posted it. I went to bed last night and woke up feeling slightly better but I still mean it. I cant do it yet becuase I cannot let my family be destroyed in such a manner. Not yet.

[xParadigmx]

yes, thats right. dead_dreams is just a pretty little flower.

and either way, you'll grow up and get over it, or, you'll be sad and lonely until your stupid, self inflicted death.

[Mir]

Look up the 'Good Samaritans' in your phone book.

[Slap Your Love]

fail
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[Corpus_Macabre]

Originally Posted by dead_dreams

I'am not starved for attention! I REALLY meant it when I posted it. I went to bed last night and woke up feeling slightly better but I still mean it. I cant do it yet becuase I cannot let my family be destroyed in such a manner. Not yet.

Well if you truly were thinking about your family's feelings you wouldn't do it. But if you were using that as a cover-up for being an attention-seeking coward then that's another story. Glad that you are feeling a little better, though.

I have always found that books and music that relate to how you feel always gives you optimism. I always thought; "If people are making songs and writing books about the way I feel there must be other people who feel like I do".

It may seem like a long time before you finish school but it will all be worth it. School is just another obstacle in life's struggles. Just wait until you are living out of home and driving a car. That is when the hassles really start.

[Joker_in_the_Pack]

Originally Posted by dead_dreams

I want to die
there's nothing left for me to do. I give up on life and all of its rules and regulations. I'm just a thorn, a empty seat to the eyes of everyone else. I should just get a gun and get it over with There's no body out there for me to love and shelter. My life was a cruel and dissapointing joke.

Stick a tampon in your happy hole and get over it.

[ellelino]

the advice you get on gnet is just priceless....
"stick a tampon", "go for it", "use poison", "you're a light bulb"...
just go to a good therapist, and get it all out, cause that's what I think its really about

[Duane]

I was talking about the plant bulb, not light bulb.

[dead_dreams]

Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack

Stick a tampon in your happy hole and get over it.

I'm a dude.

[Joker_in_the_Pack]

Originally Posted by dead_dreams

I'm a dude.

And what I said was figurative, it means get over your problems.