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05-02-2007, 07:57 PM
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Help me
I don't know what to fucking do anymore. I fucked up the only relationship I've ever had with the only person I've ever loved. I can't figure out what to do.I've had an online relationship with her for a year. In the last month I couldn't figure out what to say. She left me because I never said anything more than hi. I fucked it all up.I the fucktard fucked it all up. How typical of me.I will, I must do anything to get her back I will do anything. I must know how. I need guidence on what to do, and I will do somthing, there is nothing you can do to stop it. I will do somthing, even though she says there is nothing she wants of me. I can't forget her, her smile her voice I can't. I won't. I've done nothing but stand by and do nothing the entire time. It is because I fucked up because I've fucking done nothing because I have been nothing. I have been completely dependant on my family my entire life. I must do somthing. I can't forget her I can't live without her. She has done soo much for me. The only one who ever said she loved me, now it's gone.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-02-2007, 08:03 PM
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I have done nothing for too long.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-02-2007, 08:07 PM
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You'll be OK. Seriously. *Pats you on the back* Time heals all wounds. Don't be so hard on yourself, either. Don't you believe in fate?
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I'm sorry, I did not mean to throw up on your shoe.
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05-02-2007, 08:10 PM
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Yes but fate has done nothing but spite me. I will do somthing or die by her hands thanks to my stupidity. I can't just let it end. I was born with all the fucking right genes, I could be in the Olympics by now yet I fuck around the computer. I could be in College by now but I fuck around the computer. I could be with her by now but I FUCK AROUND THE COMPUTER
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-02-2007, 08:11 PM
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My father for years has always said how I always fuck up and what do you kjnow he is right.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-02-2007, 08:16 PM
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Originally Posted by Renatus
Yes but fate has done nothing but spite me. I will do somthing or die by her hands thanks to my stupidity. I can't just let it end. I was born with all the fucking right genes, I could be in the Olympics by now yet I fuck around the computer. I could be in College by now but I fuck around the computer. I could be with her by now but I FUCK AROUND THE COMPUTER
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This isn't fate, my dear. It's you. Take control of your life. Go get employment if you aren't employed already, and find yourself a girl thats hotter, smarter, and lovier than the girl who left you will ever be. Or, fix your life up, and go win your gal back with demonstration of commitment to better yourself. Don't feel sorry for yourself for too long, or everything will get much worse. Be motivateed! (I should sell power bars)
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I'm sorry, I did not mean to throw up on your shoe.
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05-02-2007, 08:18 PM
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tell her exactly what youve told us, tell her how you feel. your not a fuckup, as long as you live and continue living your not a fuck up.
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proud to be a furry
love me or hate me i wont change
the eyes are the windows to the soul, are you afraid of what you see?
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05-03-2007, 03:24 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2006
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Renatus: I will be on AIM in a couple of hours if you want to talk.
-HumanePain
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05-03-2007, 05:50 AM
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Join Date: Feb 2007
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Can't do much over the net. If I were you, if at all possible, I'd visit her in person.
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I'm not a warrior, but who is?
I have never learned to fight for my freedom.
I was only good at enjoying it.
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05-03-2007, 05:51 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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For some reason I can't seem to access your aim through the boards probobly because of this computer always screwing up. I need the exact username. I thank you for the offer
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-03-2007, 05:53 AM
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Wisconson is a tad too far.  and I think she is a he. O_o
Renatus: I am on AIM now.
HumanePain
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05-03-2007, 05:55 AM
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I'll have to get some things organized then. It is rather long distance. She lives down in Miami. I'm currently looking for a way for this to work, any help would be appreciated.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-03-2007, 05:56 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2006
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What is your AIM name?
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05-03-2007, 05:58 AM
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Originally Posted by HumanePain
and I think she is a he. O_o
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No I've seen her over video messanger.That fact seems to only make this whole situation worse
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-03-2007, 06:00 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2006
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Originally Posted by Renatus
No I've seen her over video messanger.That fact seems to only make this whole situation worse
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Sorry, I was talking to Valerius, I thought Valerius was referring to you, not your significant other.
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05-03-2007, 06:01 AM
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The Aim is RenatusUpborne.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-03-2007, 06:28 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Back in Wisconsin(thinking about invading the south)
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I appreciate all the help and after a chat with HumanePain I am giving up for now. I never was good on the offense anyways. Always a defensive player building up the main base. Again I thank you Humane, you will always be my favorite elder goth..... unless I get married and then me and my wife get old enough to hold the title then she will be my favorite elder goth and you my second favorite. But you'll be the one who helped make whoever she may be possible in my life.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-03-2007, 06:43 AM
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Though I do feel kind of ashamed of my inability to shed tears over such things. I couldn't even cry over my grandmother's death.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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05-04-2007, 06:57 PM
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Damn relapse. Well after a bit of thinking I have found that finding somone like her is one in a million if not more. She's beautiful, in just the right way, her life fits mine perfectly. I don't like the concept of being in a marrage with anyone else because of the possibility of it being less perfect.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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