Exit, Stage Left

Disfunction · 05-06-2005, 05:17 AM

If this were a post to relate that I was leaving on the basis of my own emotional issues and concerns, I'd be certain to post it in the whining forum. Nor is this an exit to be blamed in whole or even in part on those around me. I've found myself recently just growing more and more distant from this community, and whether this exit will be one in the short term or perhaps a more long term, permanent, self-exile, but whatever it boils down to I'll have taken it on as an experience.

I'm quite upset with all that's been going on, and I won't pretend I'm some thick-skinned individual that would be able to take on half of the criticisms that everyone seems to have had to sustain. We've all had our own difficulties, we've all had disagreements with at least one user... But here I go. I hold nothing even near bitterness toward any single user on this site, in fact, I respect most of you for the grace with which you've tried to handle the recent "issues" that have arisen. More power to you for your self-control.

Everything's been catalogued, and I'm leaving this place more self-aware than I was when I came in; in this, I know that this site has played a part.

My reasons for leaving are pretty simple: I don't feel like being here anymore. I've been coming less and less, and I feel it's time to not come at all, for a time.

No bitterness or tearfilled goodbyes; just a "maybe I'll see you guys later."

Didn't mean to take from the healing process, but I thought that a public goodbye would be more fair to those that might miss me. Be well all. If I can get over the shit that goes on in my head, I think it's possible for everyone else too. Goodbye (for now).

-Disfunction aka Sean

Soul_Immortal · 05-06-2005, 05:22 AM

Well, in light of the events I hope you take care. If its only temporary, then I hope you find what you are "looking for"? We'll be here to spank you when you get back, Dis.

*Soul*

drgnlvr · 05-06-2005, 06:47 AM

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

I'll miss both of you.

edible_eye · 05-06-2005, 10:07 AM

wow. the internet REALLY is a fucked up place. well, some of it is anyway - the porn sites rock.

you've left so many times, disfunction i already feel at peace with this latest departure. thanx for desensitizing me. whatever you're trying to find in life, outside of this tiny, little place - i hope you find it. you're a good dude.

and xng - you're just fuckin' hot. period. be good. i suppose that if it's possible to miss someone by not seeing them post on the internet, i'll miss you. i hope you too find whatever you're looking for in life and find whatever peace you're hoping to find.

(tapping chest with fist 3 times and extending peace sign) - peace out.

TeapotScar · 05-06-2005, 10:14 AM

Disfunction: Goddammit! I always felt special because I knew your real name, and you didn't really post it that often on gothic.net. And I kinda knew you were leaving... I could just tell. But we still talk, so I can't say I'll miss you, but I've been missing your posts (you haven't that much in a long while), and I will continue along that path.

Xng: BUT WHO WILL PEE ON PEOPLE? I don't know, girly. You best be coming on AIM more often. I miss you, as it is... if you post less.... then I'll just be really sad.

AlKilyu · 05-06-2005, 10:22 AM

edited because my reference wasn't aimed at the two leaving members (whom I wish would stay) but it looked that way.

Binkie · 05-06-2005, 01:45 PM

Yep, this site can be enough to drive anyone to the breaking point at times. Been there before. Many times. A little vacation every now and then is always in order.

Hope you two get some good R&R time in from all the crap and decide to come back sooner than later. Course, now we're left one less moderate in the hierarchy of mods.

And EPS has been showing up less (or so it seems?).

So that leaves us with.... ugh... Mael. :roll:

Mr. Here's How You Smoke Ganja Out Of A Bucket/Convert Your Weight To The Metric Sytsem For My Understanding/Don't Refer To A G.E.D. Cause I Don't Know What That Is. :roll:

X, don't even think about leaving!!!!

No, but seriously, get some much needed R&R. Hopefully we'll see you guys back in a while. However long that 'while' may be.

Empty_Purple_Stars · 05-06-2005, 02:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Binkie

And EPS has been showing up less (or so it seems?).

Mr. Here's How You Smoke Ganja Out Of A Bucket/Convert Your Weight To The Metric Sytsem For My Understanding/Don't Refer To A G.E.D. Cause I Don't Know What That Is. :roll:

so update the blogs every once in a while so I know what you critters are up to.

Meh..

Just extremely physically ill and generally disgusted as well..

Not necessarily in that order.

I'm here I guess, but only sorta..

Oh and you said Critter.

I say critter too.

Spoken like a real Texan sexzie..

Oh and Xng get ahold of me and let me know whats going on please.

I appear to be more than a bit out of the loop on this one.

Binkie · 05-06-2005, 02:18 PM

Bleh... crappy, crappy, crappy. Everyones phasing in and out these days. I'm calling the FDA right now, EPS, to demand they make a drug that'll make you better. I'll oversee the development and testing myself, but don't be surprised if what I give you is an aphrodisiac.

:wink:

Jane13 · 05-06-2005, 03:29 PM

Well... I know where I can read your poetry and see your artwork! Mauhahaha! You can't get away from me, Mr! *tee hee*

X... my sister is leaving, too? Get on AIM!

both of you will be sorely missed, but I wish you all the best in anything you decide to do. Be well ^.^ Anyone who wishes you harm is a big meanie and a stupid head.

AlKilyu · 05-06-2005, 03:47 PM

The FDA needs to approve a drug to give to those made into mods on this site that keeps them from leaving.

MrMaelstrom · 05-06-2005, 10:28 PM

See ya Sean, and thanks for everything (except the fish).

Later X, baby.

Hope you both find what you're looking for and remember to keep breathing.

WolfMoon · 05-07-2005, 04:22 PM

Are you guys starting your road trip already?

I'll certainly miss both of you. Xng, you've been here from the start. It'll be hard to not see you logged in all the time.I'll miss your peed on soul.

Dis, you're leaving affects me more than I would like to admit. We've laughed together, we've yelled at one another, we compromised. I think I learned more debating with you than I have ever admitted to myself. There's a special place in my heart for you, kid. I'll miss you.

I have to stop now before really do tear up.

Think I'll go drink some bleach now..........

bleh