Clearing Up a Few Things

[Catch]

I just realized that people from other sites I host might be logging onto gothic.net. Bleed Eternity is a deep and despondent poem I wrote a long time ago, so someone wanting to chat with that person is going to be disappointed or think I am acting differently than myself. However, this is not true.

At a young age I started laughing when embarassed or feeling uncomfortable. Since then, I've developed a sense of humor and in real life I'm always up and ready to shrug off anything.

Humor and humility are great things. It makes the world flow better and people become honest when they are not treated harshly for being themselves. I enjoy meditation and usually stay joyful. That doesn't stop me from thinking about deeper aspects of life and looking at internal and external suffering; however, this playful humor is not an act.

[Tam Li Hua]

Thanks for sharing. O_o..

[gothicusmaximus]

It's official-- she's mentally retarded. So You Think You Can Dance made fun of a retarded person.

[Tam Li Hua]

What does that show have to do with Catch?

[Solumina]

She auditioned

[Mealla]

Well, for one, much like some people on the show thought they could dance, she thinks she has fashion.

[PortraitOfSanity]

I like it when she acts like we actually know or care what the fuck she's talking about when she comes up with this random ass shit. Her post didn't even seem to have a topic, a chimp could come up with a more coherent statement if it smashed its head on my keyboard for an hour.

[Sir Canvas Corpsey]

Originally Posted by PortraitOfSanity

a chimp could come up with a more coherent statement if it smashed its head on my keyboard for an hour.

I tried thinking of a humane justification for wanting to watch this, but i couldn't, but i still want to watch it.

[Catch]

I do other stuff. I was referring to an old poem I wrote a long time ago. Originally it was entitled "Slaughterhouse Dreams" now it's just "Animal Dreams" so it is more universal.

Bleed eternity so I may leave
A scab will cover ecstasy.

A fly on the wall
A wasp of a human
The nectar sweet
Dripping on a soul
Demeening.

That's what I remember of it now, anyways.

[honeythorn]

Catch.....what the crusty fuck are you going on about? Why do we need to know any of this? How the hell is this relevant to anything whatsoever?

I'm always up and ready to shrug off anything.

Yes, this apparantly includes the basic fact that you are incapable of dressing in anything that actually looks flattering. You have clearly shrugged off the advice of possibly well over 50 people ( not all from here either ) that you dress like a ragbag raider and are in no position to advise anyone else on how to wear clothing .

Seriously, I think you need some sort of professional help . You're delusional.

[Necrophagist]

Are you on drugs Catch?

[harlow]

Crack heads these days.. sheesh, last time I talked to a crack head his delusions made more sense than this.

Your brain bleeds internally
A mask should cover for scrutiny.

A fly on the wall
knows more than this human.
Thoughts of insanity
Dripping out a mouth
purely Demeaning.