Most forums do not want you to whine, but apparently that is OK here

Signe · 11-06-2007, 08:20 AM

OK, here I go, I am a repulsive, worthless little maggot, I am sure nobody cares about me. If they do care about me I can not feel it, because I feel so isolated from other people. I have Aspbergers Syndrome, Dysthymia, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Panic Disorder and Tourettes Syndrome. I constantly have a chaos in my mind which makes life very difficult for me, I keep getting addicted to cutting myself. I am disgusted by humanity and I am sure humanity feels the same about me. I had an evil psychiatrist who wrote a lot of false crap about me in my permanent journals.

Renatus · 11-06-2007, 11:54 AM

I find it rather hard to Believe you have Aspergers and Tourettes Syndrome since you usualy either have one or the other. I also find it rather strange that you spelled Aspergers Aspbergers which is a rather insulting way to mispell it, I would think you would understand why and have corrected it. Did you diagnose yourself or did you get an official diagnosis. If you did get an official diagnosis with Aspergers and Tourettes did the doctors who diagnosed you speak with each other to confer on the subject. Because if you got diagnosed with both you might have gotten a misdiagnosis. Before I say anything else I really must know who diagnosed you.

badteccy · 11-06-2007, 12:48 PM

This is funny.

Breathless Horror · 11-06-2007, 12:54 PM

People generally pick up on how you feel about yourself. If you believe you're worthless, a lot of people will pick up on that and treat you that way.

JCC · 11-06-2007, 01:11 PM

"Life getting you down? Does every decision that you make seem to make the hole in your life grow ever deeper, tearing at your very soul? It is obvious what is happening. THE EVIL PSYCHIATRIST!".

Seriously, "evil psychiatrist" sounds like something from a bad thriller.

Signe · 11-06-2007, 01:27 PM

First of all, I can mention that you all disgust me, I hate people who question my honesty and accuracy. Both my psychiatrist and my psychologist agree that I have these diagnoses. The mispelling has a simple explanation, I had not read about the disorder in a while, did not remember quite how you spell it and did not bother to look it up. I did have an evil psychiatrist, she put stuff in my permanent records that had nothing to do with anything me or my parents said and done. My psychologist did explain to me that people may confuse Tourettes and Aspergers, but that in my case I seem to have both. I have gone through a quite thorough psychiatric and neuro-psychiatric evaluation. I spent three months in a psychiatric clinic and I still constantly have appointments with doctors and therapists and this and that. I believe I am a quite insane human being or whatever you should call it, at least I am quite an eccentric. All kinds of relationships that are not love or hate are completely worthless. I do not need to care about anybody I do not love, I might as well hate them. In general I am disgusted by human beings, so people have to be quite special to be worthy of love. I can not love people I am disgusted by and it is very easy to be disgusted by humanity, including myself.

Renatus · 11-06-2007, 01:41 PM

General psychiatrists and psychologists are NOT QUALIFIED to diagnose you with Aspergers or Tourettes. You need a Psychiatrist that specializes in such diagnosis, this is due to the fact that Aspergers was only first recognized as an actual mental issue by the psychiatric community as of 1994 and even among specialists the diagnostic criteria is in debate. Unless your psychiatrist spent his entire time in college specializing in autism after 1994 he or she is NOT QUALIFIED. Heck we hardly know if Aspergers is a form of autism or somthing completely separate. I say all of this as an officialy diagnosed Aspergerian who has done a great deal of research. Also a general psychiatric is not capable of diagnosing you with Aspergers either, you need to go through a day long series of specialized tests by qualified specialists.

MollyMac · 11-06-2007, 03:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Signe

First of all, I can mention that you all disgust me, I hate people who question my honesty and accuracy. .

Get used to it, Princess. You are not special, you have no more faith or credability than the next whiny sack of pus. You hate all of humanity? Well, humanity returns the favor- you aren't special.

Christina_Death1334 · 11-06-2007, 05:13 PM

You said you're insane. You're not. And you mustn't think that way.

maggot · 11-06-2007, 05:15 PM

Dude. This is HOT.

MollyMac · 11-06-2007, 05:16 PM

Yeah, like two shaved badgers shoved in a sweat sock.

Graveyard.Crow · 11-06-2007, 05:25 PM

You know what? I've been diagnosed with shit too, I've been offered nice shiny pills to "fix" everything, and you know what I did? I DIDN'T TAKE THEM. Life is what you make it. What is it with new age people that every time something isn't quite right, you have to go and get diagnosed with a new mental disorder. Everything is a disorder now days.

What happened to simple things. If you are depressed, you make yourself happy. But no, saying "I'm just insane" is a lot easier. Hay that's great, hate the world, be a victim. Good luck buddy.

KontanKarite · 11-06-2007, 05:27 PM

MollyMac and Graveyard win.

...Fatality.

Graveyard.Crow · 11-06-2007, 05:28 PM

You're so 1331 (did I spell leet right?)

KontanKarite · 11-06-2007, 05:32 PM

Excellent. Superb. Outstanding.

BTW, 1337 speak is so cyber. o_0

Saddiction · 11-06-2007, 05:34 PM

1337 sp33k is teh ghey.

KontanKarite · 11-06-2007, 05:41 PM

You sure it isn't teh streight?

Graveyard.Crow · 11-06-2007, 05:43 PM

It is, that's like SO straight. Don't you know?

badteccy · 11-07-2007, 03:32 AM

I generally do not believe people on the internet who say they have Aspergers, it's the trendy new internet disorder to have. Mostly it's all self diagnosis, which is SO stupid.

Valerius · 11-07-2007, 03:36 AM

Yeah, it's mostly a byproduct of spoiled and angsty teenagers to claim they have some sort of disorder like bipolarism or autism or some of that shite when they don't get what they want and start rambling about it. This isn't a knock at the thread starter, but it's happened and it's happening today.

Of course, I'm also not saying that these disorders aren't real.

Beneath the Shadows · 11-07-2007, 04:05 AM

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Originally Posted by Signe

OK, here I go, I am a repulsive, worthless little maggot, I am sure nobody cares about me. If they do care about me I can not feel it, because I feel so isolated from other people. I have Aspbergers Syndrome, Dysthymia, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Panic Disorder and Tourettes Syndrome. I constantly have a chaos in my mind which makes life very difficult for me, I keep getting addicted to cutting myself. I am disgusted by humanity and I am sure humanity feels the same about me. I had an evil psychiatrist who wrote a lot of false crap about me in my permanent journals.

WARNING: Reading the above post may result in crossed eyes, nausea, anal hemorrhaging, projectile vomiting, or mild annoyance.

MollyMac · 11-07-2007, 04:58 AM

And because you quoted it and I re-read it, I am now sterile

MollyMac · 11-07-2007, 04:59 AM

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Originally Posted by badteccy

I generally do not believe people on the internet who say they have Aspergers, it's the trendy new internet disorder to have. Mostly it's all self diagnosis, which is SO stupid.

But... but... they are all bi-polar, clinically (yet self-diagnosed) depressed, OCD, and hypochondriac and Maunchausen's prone...

OK, the last two I believe....

††BlackRose†† · 11-07-2007, 06:23 AM

Signe: Look, if you think that your life sucks so bad, then it will never get better. Everyone goes through rough patches in life where things seem to be going from bad to worse, to horrible. You still have hold on to at least one positive thought or you will never get better.

Beneath the Shadows: that was funny.

Renatus · 11-07-2007, 08:48 AM

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Originally Posted by badteccy

I generally do not believe people on the internet who say they have Aspergers, it's the trendy new internet disorder to have. Mostly it's all self diagnosis, which is SO stupid.

Agreed people need to get an official diagnosis since the criteria is EXTREMELY specific due to the fact that there are soo many things that are similar. I wonder how many people know that it is somthing you're born with and not somthing you just all of a sudden develop. But before even meeting with a specialist they should meet with a regular psychiatrist so they can make a basic evaluation because the waiting list for these specialists who diagnose autism and Aspergers is months long and I'm betting there are alot of hypocondriacs in the list as it is.