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10-01-2011, 10:57 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Back in Wisconsin(thinking about invading the south)
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Hit me
because I'm such an idiot, all I do is get close to people, find their biggest weaknesses, and then somehow I find a way to hurt them with it. Then they stop trusting me, then they start hating me. Slowly but surely it happens to everyone I come in contact with. Everyone. I feel like maybe I should just be a nomad, making friends and serious relationships with people and then running off before they hate me, hate me in ways they can never forgive, a building festering hate.
I've even managed to find someone who I know can understand me in this way, and tonight I fear I've reached the hate point, before I even got the chance to show her how much I love her.
Hit me because I'm a lover, in the fullest sense of the word, because my heart is doomed to be broken.
Hit me because I've found someone who I'm not sure I can forgive myself for.
Hit me because I'll never be alone, but somehow I doubt I'll ever truly be surrounded.
I just want to drown myself in alcohol... Heh, never drunken a drop before in my life either, my liver is pure and untouched, yet I just want to drown in it.
Why is it you can never express big amazing feelings loud enough, and you can never whisper the bad ones quiet enough.
Am I a mime? I can express so many feelings, but the only ones people ever remember me doing are sad ones.
Why does the pain keep getting worse.
I just want to shout a big huge fuck you at the whole damn world. What right do all of you fucking have to be happy, and I don't. Hell fuck this site.
Fuck all the people who can go to an orgy and come out with a loving monogamous relationship, fuck all the people who would give up those relationships, and feel no regrets.
Fuck all the damn spiteful people out there, who want the world to be better as they piss all over it
Fuck all the atheists who think that being prejudiced against religion is a way to end the prejudiced.
Fuck all the people who can be satisfied with mediocrity.
Fuck all the people who can listen to music but never hear a word.
Fuck all the retards for their ignorant bliss.
Fuck all the "high IQ" people who would manipulate and fuck with the retards and claim they're not ignorant.
Fuck all the people who can find inner peace.
Fuck the assholes who want to have the answer for everything, so that we'll be bored forever.
Fuck my damn mind, which makes me forget about all that matters and is matter.
Fuck the Jealousy that makes me want to have something to myself
Fuck the selfless paranoid want to be the best person I can perfectionist feeling inside me, that makes me hate every thing that I do.
Fuck the delusional fools that think isolation is what they really want
Fuck philosophy, for being the pretentious useless field
Fuck everyone who has ever tried helping me, for giving this damn fool hope
Fuck every damn hot looking person, especially the ones who wont fuck people not as good looking as them
Fuck Armageddon, get your ass over here dammit
Fuck punk, for being angry at the world in the same way as this thread so that this thread might get fucking bunched up with it
Fuck the damn
Fuck Alan's old thread where it keeps track of how often they say fuck, my average is going to fucking hell, stop rubbing it in.
Fuck the politics thread here and on other sites, when all I can see right now is a simplified version that goes like the little red hen
Who will help me solve this problem
Not I said the asshole who wont shut up Joe Biden/
Not I said the gutless pussy Obama/bush
Not I said the Bitch Condalizza rice/ Hillary clinton
I have solved this problem, who will help me take the credit
I will said the blabbermouth
I will said cum filled cunt
not I said the bitch in heat
Nope since I solve it myself I'm taking all the credit
Sorry, I'm the man in charge so I'm going to take the credit and say fuck you to the last guy, said the douche bag filled vag. Oh no I'm pregnant how did that happen.
Fuck the news who exploits the imbalanced behavior of an imperfect world
and fuck.. everyone get your asses in here and comment on this, because I worked long and hard at this, I'm not even fucking drunk. I just need some damn acknowledgement, so fuck. Fuck anyone who would criticize this rant, I'm fuckin angry so dont fucking get on my case for not making any sense, this is just worthless crap anyways.
Fuck this damn rant, for not being long enough to satisfy my need to make a big ass anger diffusing rant.
I deserve a big ass fucking rant at least once every 20 years don't I?
Fuck the idea of keeping an internet love secret, when I feel love I want to shout it to the world, and fuck any borders that would try and stop me,
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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10-01-2011, 11:26 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Back in Wisconsin(thinking about invading the south)
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fuck the ugly people who want to get fucked by any means necessery, have some fucking standards
Fuck the people who want to feel highs
fuck the people who drag people down to their lows
fuck this damn desire to say fuck you to everything
fuck the concept that this might be an assertive way to get anger out
fucking keep going you damn lazy anger anger! I aint done with you yet bitch I want to ride you all night till I pass out
fuck my damn body for never letting me pass out
fuck my damn memory for never letting me remember what I want when I want to
fuck my dreams, for skull fucking me every time I go to sleep
fuck the damn feelings that make people feel like they dont want to have kids and then when they get old wish they had kids when they could. Especially the smart and talented people, get out there and start breeding dammit, spread those good genes around, stop being so damn selfish with them
fuck monogamy for being so damn demanding yet so damn difficult
now heres a fucking song that brings me to tears. and if you ave a problem wit hthat, then fuck you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQo3F9a2QDM
Thanks guys
fuck the person I love most, because I love you and you cant stop that, if you think you're fucking cursed well fuck that fucking curse, fuck it into a damn concrete wall, fuck it untill it's all ground up blood and gore. smeared on your front
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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10-02-2011, 02:56 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2009
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My thread measured the times people said hate.
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Originally Posted by KissMeDeadly
You fucking people [war veterans] are only a step below entitled rich kids, the only difference being you had to do and witness horrible things, instead of being given everything.
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real classy
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10-02-2011, 11:54 AM
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Join Date: Sep 2011
Location: ...in deck
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...Well I guess I'm being fucked.. ^^
I think it's lovely! There isn't anything to criticize... "Life's a bitch and then you die, so fuck the world and let's get high (nevermind that i'm allergic to alcohol and so can't get high on it... and nevermind that i don't do drugs... there's always adrenaline...natural, dangerous and high making)"
If I may add a few fucks of my own? I must say that I don't often curse... but the times demand it.
Fuck hope for making you feel that somewhere out there is someone who will understand you.
Fuck Guyana, the pretensious country that kills all originality.
Fuck my STUPID heart and mind for sending conflicting messages to my spirit!
Fuck the guy I really want, but that i'm sure I can never have... The guy that will never know I love him cause I can never tell him...
Fuck the guy that wants to be with me that I can no longer trust, cause too many years have passed and I don't know him anymore... I don't feel comfortable anymore...
FUCK feeling comfortable!!!!
Fuck smiles, and conversations and gentle touches that make you feel cherished...
Fuck Life!!!
*ehem... Sigh
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10-02-2011, 12:45 PM
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Join Date: May 2011
Location: Texas
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Ren, are you okay, hun?
*HUGZ*
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...I've been accused of folly by a fool. ~Antigone
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10-02-2011, 06:15 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: Delicious Hostess Fruit Filling, Oregon
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Great rant, Renatus... hope it felt good to get that off your chest. I do hope you
are ok as well... just a bit concerned.
Spade, how can you be allergic to alcohol?
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10-03-2011, 12:03 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
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The same way people can be allergic to anything else, biology is fun like that.
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Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me
Live a life less sedentary
Live a life evolutionary with me
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10-03-2011, 01:19 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2011
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... I know... It's strange I've heard.. Biology is interesting.. Hummm, I am though... discovered by chance when I decided at 19 to make my cuz happy and drink the smirnoff ice... regret it to this day..... tried tequilla to make sure... yep.. allergic
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10-03-2011, 07:40 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Bliss
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You'll meet the right person one day Ren or Spad.
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I Like Cheese!
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10-03-2011, 08:56 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: CL
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Holly fucking shit. I thought I had problems.
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10-04-2011, 12:45 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2011
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thanks catch... lol daywalker... 
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10-06-2011, 12:13 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Back in Wisconsin(thinking about invading the south)
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I'm honestly not sure how I'm doing. Though I wouldn't really call that a rant, since alot of it was just crazy, and even sometimes contradictory trash, that I decided to say fuck you to as a way of letting off a lot of pent up anger and sadness. Even listed to some dead kennedys for the first time ever while I did it.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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10-06-2011, 04:52 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Canada, BC
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You never told me about this person, talk to me on msn, kay?
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Better to be strong than pretty and useless
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10-06-2011, 07:09 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2011
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Oh shit! A ghost!!!!
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"Women hold up half the sky" -Mao
"God always picks the strangest things to get angry about. Get an abortion or gay married and he'll aim a tornado right at you.
Rip off a million poor people and Wall street has no problems. " -Rebecca B
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10-06-2011, 07:18 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2011
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Oh and Renatus...
You're a jerk.
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"Women hold up half the sky" -Mao
"God always picks the strangest things to get angry about. Get an abortion or gay married and he'll aim a tornado right at you.
Rip off a million poor people and Wall street has no problems. " -Rebecca B
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10-06-2011, 08:10 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Bliss
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thanks catch... lol daywalker... |
I is confuseld. Is this another log in for Renatus or a completely different person?
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10-06-2011, 11:07 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Back in Wisconsin(thinking about invading the south)
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I is confuseld. Is this another log in for Renatus or a completely different person?
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Nope I only have one account here.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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10-07-2011, 07:08 AM
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....
another person...
sorry for confusing you...
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10-07-2011, 11:13 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2006
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Okay, then that's all cleared up. Sounded like Ren was banned when Spad joined. Clearly just a misunderstanding.
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10-07-2011, 12:26 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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Okay, then that's all cleared up. Sounded like Ren was banned when Spad joined. Clearly just a misunderstanding.
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I have no intention of ever getting banned from these forums if I can help it.
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"The chaos of the world viewed from a distance reveals perfection."- me
"Never overestimate the intellect of someone so foolish that they would exploit and perpetuate stupidity in the people around them, for they create their own damnation as they tear out and sell the pillars that support society as a whole, bringing it crashing down upon them."-me
“I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.”- Einstein
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10-07-2011, 03:04 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2011
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Post pictures of your tits, Ren.
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"Women hold up half the sky" -Mao
"God always picks the strangest things to get angry about. Get an abortion or gay married and he'll aim a tornado right at you.
Rip off a million poor people and Wall street has no problems. " -Rebecca B
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10-07-2011, 04:42 PM
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Join Date: May 2011
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Post pictures of your tits, Ren.
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I second this! TITS or GTFO!
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...I've been accused of folly by a fool. ~Antigone
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10-07-2011, 10:39 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2011
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Indeed Ren...boobies
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10-09-2011, 12:45 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2006
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Post pictures of your tits, Ren.
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I'm pretty sure Ren is a boy.
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10-09-2011, 04:11 AM
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lmao...
i figured... it hardly matters though...men just have MALE boobies...
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