I feel the worst i've ever felt in my entire life

Metabolik · 03-17-2008, 09:29 AM

Emily told asked me if it was ok is she pretended to go out with one of her friends so these chavs would leave them alone cos one of them is obsest with her friend, I said ok, couple weeks later I look on her myspace and the post from the guy shes pretending to go out with said "I love you 'lots and lots of jelly tots'"
now the jelly tots thing is me and Emilys thing, no-one elses. I didnt realise how hard it would be until I actually saw what they were doing to make the chavs think they were going out, and now i'm starting to doubt if she really loves me.
I don't know if I can trust her, but I still love her...i'm going to try and talk to her but I dont know if I can without blowing a fuse.
Im just gonna tell her that its not ok that she pretending to go out with this guy.
When I read his post saying he loved her...just for that one seconds I wanted everyone in the world to die and leave me alone forever.
I dont know what to do, I feel like shit and im on the brink of becoming suicidal, I've got too much on my back lately, if I get anything else im gonna fucking collapse.
I would never tell anyone else I love them just to prove a point to a couple of fucking chavs, never. I love Emily and no one else.

Stormtrooper of Death · 03-17-2008, 09:34 AM

Wow dude. That sucks. I think talking to her is the best way for now. Let her know what you really feel and IF possible, go and visit her. You can work through this man, suicide is not the answer. If you need to talk some more let me know, I know what you're going through.

Metabolik · 03-17-2008, 09:44 AM

I'm seeing her next sunday, thats if I can refrain from saying something stupid that could end our relationship.
I'm fucking shaking, i'm freezing, i've got a runny nose, and thats the worst i've cried...probably because i've held in about 7 years worth of crying.

Stormtrooper of Death · 03-17-2008, 09:47 AM

It's good to have a good cry every once in a while. We're not all Rambo mountain men

Just put on some soothing music and try to relax, works for me.

Metabolik · 03-17-2008, 09:49 AM

Soothing has the opposite affect on me, so i'll just listen to something angry.

Stormtrooper of Death · 03-17-2008, 09:54 AM

Meh, well it's the same with me. So whatever rocks your boat!

Solumina · 03-17-2008, 10:02 AM

I'm really sorry, that situation just sucks. It sounds like you two need to have a good talk about but I think it is the kind of talk that needs to be a face to face kind of thing. It seems like you two have different boundaries and I doubt that she though using "your" thing would upset you. Whatever happens things will be okay *hugs*

HumanePain · 03-17-2008, 10:07 AM

That really sucks man, and I am afraid all I can say is that this kind of fickleness is all too common with young people your age. You feel betrayed, and it hurts, I know.

If I were you I would start talking to other girls, and try to get back in the saddle again with someone else, and leave Emily behind.

Wormboy · 03-17-2008, 11:05 AM

Mate, that bites. No two ways about it. Listen dude, with all the things I've heard from you based on your relationship with her, it seems like what you should do is not only talk to her but think long and hard if the love is worth the pain. Mate, if the relationship is more bad than good, you need to get out for your own sanity. If you need to talk, message me. If you want I can PM you my email/aim screenname.

Metabolik · 03-17-2008, 11:14 AM

I just want to be alone for a little while...

tickingstitch · 03-17-2008, 11:38 AM

awww Meta that sucks here is a big hug* I hope it all works out

I_shit_bats · 03-17-2008, 12:54 PM

i know how it feels im so so so in love with my girlfriend and weve been together for almost three years now but we broke up like 2 months back it was horrible she kissed somone else and its the worst feeling in the world its like she didnt want anythingto do with me all the sudde nthen she started calling me again weve been back together for a while now but it was the worst thing ive ever been through physically and mentally i lost 10 pounds from it

Metabolik · 03-17-2008, 01:18 PM

Well I don't think she should have even asked me in the first place.
And obviously she can't be fucking asked with my feelings, so fuck her.

gothicusmaximus · 03-17-2008, 02:38 PM

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Originally Posted by Metabolik

Emily told asked me if it was ok is she pretended to go out with one of her friends so these chavs would leave them alone cos one of them is obsest with her friend

Could you like, explain this further? Because at present it seems to be an impossibly flimsy and transparent excuse to which you should have said fuck no in the first place. No offense man, but if you let her get away with this one, that she doesn't respect you is no marvel.

Wormboy · 03-17-2008, 04:35 PM

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Originally Posted by I_shit_bats

i know how it feels im so so so in love with my girlfriend and weve been together for almost three years now but we broke up like 2 months back it was horrible she kissed somone else and its the worst feeling in the world its like she didnt want anythingto do with me all the sudde nthen she started calling me again weve been back together for a while now but it was the worst thing ive ever been through physically and mentally i lost 10 pounds from it

AHHH!!!!!

Do you see on your keyboard where the shift key is on the right hand side? Do you see the button next to it with a slash and a question mark? Do you see the little button with the greater than sign and the period? See the little period? FOR THE LOVE OF GOTH USE IT! Your posts are making my inner grammar Nazi pull his hair out through his nostrils for crying out loud. If you honestly talk the way you type you need speech therapy classes. After a sentence, stop, breath, and continue. It's a literary forum for fuck's sake, LEARN TO TYPE.

LaBelleDameSansMerci · 03-17-2008, 09:21 PM

I've never understood people who are so lazy with their typing that they can't type a dot or a comma every once in a while. These things exist for a reason.

Apathy's_Child · 03-18-2008, 04:35 AM

Good luck fixing it, kid. Tell her how it's gonna be (I wouldn't normally recommend this course of action but she's being a dick) and if she isn't okay with that, then it's pobably time to move on........ to a girl who doesn't care enough about some "chav's" opinion of her to hurt you. Sucks, but will be worth it.

Smile · 03-18-2008, 04:58 AM

This doesn't sound like she's putting on a pretense, but you never know. Talk to her...and if you have any friends that you can trust who know Emily, talk to them and see if she's told them anything. Suicide isn't the answer; if Emily is lying to you, you would be killing yourself for a girl who doesn't care about you and if she isn't, she and I'm sure many others would be hurt. Myspace is evil, and causes fights between people, that's why I don't use it, but that's my opinion.

Underwater Ophelia · 03-18-2008, 05:53 AM

I think she just wants an excuse to pal around with this other guy, and she just doesn't have the balls to tell you.

Metabolik · 03-18-2008, 10:33 AM

I'm going fucking mental at the moment...

KontanKarite · 03-18-2008, 10:51 AM

Dude....

I saw this shit coming. Sorry, man. I really am.

HumanePain · 03-18-2008, 10:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Metabolik

I'm going fucking mental at the moment...

I'm telling you man, talk to another girl about it. Some girls become very sympathetic when they hear about what you are going through. VERY sympathetic!

Look at how many girls responded to you here in this thread!

KontanKarite · 03-18-2008, 10:58 AM

And boys too. Hell man, it's really bad, but it's not Armageddon.

Solumina · 03-18-2008, 11:05 AM

I know it really, really sucks but you will get through this and move on to better things *hugs*

Metabolik · 03-19-2008, 11:51 AM

Ok it's all sorted now, I feel much better...